Tweek...exactly. My husband, who is the devil incarnate when angered (I'm not joking) has told me I have no idea how terrifying I get when I am at a certain level or range of anger. I don't know...when I hurt, I hurt. I have a high tolerance for physical pain, but internally I am sensitive and my feelings get hurt all the time. I hate it.
I don't see it, personally; but then again, when it comes to myself or my relationships, I usually have a limited objectivity.
Goldie said
Tweek...exactly. My husband, who is the devil incarnate when angered (I'm not joking) has told me I have no idea how terrifying I get when I am at a certain level or range of anger. I don't know...when I hurt, I hurt. I have a high tolerance for physical pain, but internally I am sensitive and my feelings get hurt all the time. I hate it.I don't see it, personally; but then again, when it comes to myself or my relationships, I usually have a limited objectivity.
i can count the number of times on one hand where i have truly gotten uncontrollably angry and you're right it is terrifying. i frightened myself. but it's like a perfect storm, it seldom occurrs, takes a long time to incubate, but it goes off like a bomb. and i tend to collect or pick up other's emotions and pain, more so if i am not careful and let my guard down. that's a toxic recipe when mixed with my own internal instability.
I have Mars conjunct Neptune in Libra in the 1st house. Its squares Uranus in Cancer and trines Jupiter in Gemini.
When I do get angry (which isn't often), I go on an immediate verbal attack (Uranus) and whoever made me that way is in for it. I can go on for hours (Jupiter). There are always tears involved (Neptune). And then its over.
If I can't get to the person that made me angry, I wait until I can have my say with them and usually keep really busy by cleaning, throwing things out, ripping up papers. If its nice weather I love pulling weeds. No garden tools necessary, I rip them out by their roots with my bare hands. Usually if I do this, the person I'm angry with isn't as harshly dealt with, but no, I still won't let it go totally until I've had my say.
You are so right about Mars in Capricorn, Vivid. My husband is a Mars in Capricorn. He can hold his anger in, but he becomes a walking time bomb. His positive way of getting it out is lifting weights, but sometimes he just blows up and breaks something. We are so different. If I'm angry, I'll keep poking at him until he responds. He hates that, but when I'm in that state of mind I don't care.
JoFrance said
I have Mars conjunct Neptune in Libra in the 1st house. Its squares Uranus in Cancer and trines Jupiter in Gemini.When I do get angry (which isn't often), I go on an immediate verbal attack (Uranus) and whoever made me that way is in for it. I can go on for hours (Jupiter). There are always tears involved (Neptune). And then its over.
If I can't get to the person that made me angry, I wait until I can have my say with them and usually keep really busy by cleaning, throwing things out, ripping up papers. If its nice weather I love pulling weeds. No garden tools necessary, I rip them out by their roots with my bare hands. Usually if I do this, the person I'm angry with isn't as harshly dealt with, but no, I still won't let it go totally until I've had my say.
You are so right about Mars in Capricorn, Vivid. My husband is a Mars in Capricorn. He can hold his anger in, but he becomes a walking time bomb. His positive way of getting it out is lifting weights, but sometimes he just blows up and breaks something. We are so different. If I'm angry, I'll keep poking at him until he responds. He hates that, but when I'm in that state of mind I don't care.
Haha, yeah....walking bomb. I liked that definition. It`s true 
I am learning now not to hold my anger when someone annoys me, but to release it WITH SMILE lol. You know .. I will tell him/her to "Go to the hell" but with a big smile on my face. 😀 It helps a lot. Trust me. It is unhealthy to hold the anger.
Oh, I also forgot to add that I have transiting Pluto conjunct my natal Mars. Grrr. It doesn`t help.
Goldie said
gogol said
Us mars in third people can talk others to death??... But coming to think of it, I'd really prefer mars in a cardinal sign than Gemini. It feels so scattered there!even though I am a Gemini, when Mars tours Gemini, even I can't take it
lol
opal said
Rx Mars in Leo. If I get angry I get ill and then depressed. I find it impossible to express anger in any normal way. If things get really bad I'll kick the door and snap at whoever gets in my way. But I have to be really stressed for it to overflow like that. When it does, I don't feel better, it just seems to come right back at me and cause me physical pain. And then I get even more depressed. Mostly I try to avoid anything that might make me angry - Mars is square Neptune so I have little defence against any kind of attack. Marsy people freak me out, to be perfectly honest.
@opal which house is your mars? I'm curious about this mars placement.... My brother has this mars. He has a thing for buying expensive gifts, specially for people he cares about. 
Its funny, because my mom, being a double cap, doesn't really get this business 😀