Libra Noir said
I believe that I am being psychically attacked. I cant explain it, but Ive felt it before. Its not a strong one, but Im sure its happening. Just to clarify, Im not the type of person to claim that every negative emotion I have is caused by something like this. In either case, wether its by attack or some prior conditioning, Im aware that my energetic and mental fields are my domain and am ultimately responsible (not blame) for anything that appears to me, so the ball is in my court. 

The last time I was psychically attacked was in my early twenties. Two women I was attending school with started to focus on me, intently.  Because I was already very vulnerable, it led to a sort of breakdown. Im muuuuch stronger now and I know about the spiritual forces that are on my side. Several times before that, in high school and elementary school. Always by girls/women. They all have this kind of catty mindset too. Almost tribal. Like the flock of chickens that will peck the black feather. Never the most mentally sophisticated. 

Now, I dont really want to talk about the effects of this particular psychic attack, for a few reasons but I can assure you that Im energetically sensitive enough to know when something is off.

The good part is that Im only a partial vibrational match to what they are doing, so a lot of it isnt sticking. They are somewhat off about my weak spots and insecurities, because they dont have a clear picture of who I really am. 

I know, from working with energy for a minute, that anything I put out will come back to me, magnified, so Im being careful not to wish anyone harm. I dont want to anyway. I think this person is already tortured. Im aware that there is a way to transmute this energy into something higher, without retaliation, but Im just not educated yet, on the methods. 

So, are there any spells, meditations, rituals, or specific prayers that would help? Also, if anyone who cares about me would like to send a prayer, Id appreciate it. Im actually in the Valley of the Shadow of Death right now. Sorry for the dramatic verbiage but thats what it is. My faith and love are being tested in a very real way, in ways that arent related to this. 

Also, have you ever experienced this? And what was the outcome? 

 

Pluto is squaring my Sun from the first house. Thank you   

I have experienced this but I have never thought about it being a psychic attack. I just always called it..... ohhhhh I feel some bad MoJo being flung in my direction. I need to brush up on what a psychic attack is....(by definition) because its probably the same thing.

Kind of like when I can feel someone is thinking about me or about something that has to do with me. I can even feel when clients are going to call. When I feel it, they usually do within a day or two.

What to do about it? I am not sure. I truly have NO bad intentions toward anyone. I am puzzled by people. And I am always confused by what they THINK I am thinking or I am up to. The reality is.... I don't have time to be up to anything because my life is a succession of one thing to do on the list after the next. I do realize I am blunt though and it may appear that way....so ....maybe they are putting spells on me hahahaha.....

So many crazy, crappy, creepy and illness things have happened to me over the last 20 years I don't have time to take it on. I went from working 60 hours a week as a single mom....to caretaker help for my dying stepdad....to this big house and all the dogs in the world... I stay so busy that when I am faced with it...it does surprise me. And, its never long after that I find out who the person is....(usually paranoid) (or with an over inflated sense of self that I have time to ponder them and their life for long)

I always felt it with my ex husband during the war years. Uggg.... that was so sickening. I never want to be involved in anything like that again. It was constant war for 10-15 years. When I would get overwhelmed and want to fight back harder....My mother (who is normally in left field) would say....take a deep breath and do nothing....the universe will handle them. Don't you. You let them dig their own hole. And, she was right.

A lady told me once to think of the person in the most beautiful pink light and then pray for them. Pray that they find some peace so they aren't wishing others harm. Of course once you know who it is the knee jerk reaction is to respond...but that usually just lights the whole thing up.

Wouldn't it be nice if people would just tend to themselves? Wouldn't it be nice if people would mind their own business and work on their self? In a perfect world that would be the case,  but too many people sit around and find a reason to shit all over someone ....and its usually for some made up reason in their mind.

I didn't read all the comments but I sure hope this has either resolved for you or that you at least found some peace in it.

When its happened to me...it feels like a surge of negative energy hits me exactly where my heart is located in my chest. It feels gross. Really gross. Like I did something wrong but don't know what I did...and like some sort of shit storm is coming. It feels like a dirty negative nervous energy that I don't have within me....but that is being directed toward me.

I pray. I pray for them. It hasn't happened to me often, but it has happened...if its even the same thing. I can certainly feel it. And, I don't like it. People need to tend to their own business and leave others alone. I will never understand why folks have to get all up in someone's life. No one I know of has bothered me so badly that I have wanted to concentrate on them in such a profound way. Who has the time to be bothered?

I have no idea why anyone would want to attack you .... while I don't know you irl (in person) you sure seem to be such a kind soul. I don't get it.  🙁

Thank you Soup and Taurus. 

I came to resolution about it. The first thing I did was kind of what Beth was talking about. I acknowledged what this kind of thing was reflecting in me. Where was I a vibrational match for this? I had to admit that I was also irritated at this person and it also brought out some stuff from childhood and young adulthood that I hadnt dealt with. Although I wasnt wishing them ill, I definitely wasnt sending them love. Literally the moment, I took ownership of my part in it, the karmic thread broke. I felt it. 

Now, I can genuinely send this person love and gratitude. Although their intention was to hurt me, it was a healing for me and also an opportunity to practice mastering ME.  

Libra Noir said
Thank you Soup and Taurus. 

I came to resolution about it. The first thing I did was kind of what Beth was talking about. I acknowledged what this kind of thing was reflecting in me. Where was I a vibrational match for this? I had to admit that I was also irritated at this person and it also brought out some stuff from childhood and young adulthood that I hadnt dealt with. Although I wasnt wishing them ill, I definitely wasnt sending them love. Literally the moment, I took ownership of my part in it, the karmic thread broke. I felt it. 

Now, I can genuinely send this person love and gratitude. Although their intention was to hurt me, it was a healing for me and also an opportunity to practice mastering ME.    

I believe that what you went through was Law of Attraction, not karma. I believe in Saturn-y type of karma that goes through lifetimes. But this was not it, it was more Law of Attraction. I'm glad you got through these last few weeks, though!

anonymoushermit said

I believe that what you went through was Law of Attraction, not karma. I believe in Saturn-y type of karma that goes through lifetimes. But this was not it, it was more Law of Attraction. I'm glad you got through these last few weeks, though!  

Thank you

You handled it well.

I have heard more than once when someone/something is coming at you to always look around and see what role I played in it.

When I initially got sick for example, I was furious with the doctor. But, the doctor offered a service. I made the decision to take the service he provided and it was my responsibility to know the consequences of my decision even though there was no information what those consequences would be. I still made the final call. And, I had to walk hip deep through the mud to clean up the mess. I did it. I had to undo it.

Still, we cant help being aggravated at people. I mean....we are only human. How are we supposed to be all sunshine and bunnies every day of the week. We are humans, with human emotions and responses. I may not want to go after someone but I can still think to myself they are a jerk.

I am glad you are feeling better xo

The reason I mentioned karma is because there was an unresolved energetic entanglement.  In my inner realm there was something (maybe past life, maybe this life) that hadnt been brought to a peaceful resolution within my own soul. This was representative of that unresolved issue. In my understanding karma is about resolution not necessarily punishment. I used my understanding of the law of vibration (i prefer that to attraction), to undo those karmic entanglements. Thats my take on it. I know my view of karma is not in line with a lot of western views, but its more in line with the ancient eastern interpretation.