Lilith in Aquarius 1st house (but asc is capricorn) so she;s further down.square mercury and midheaven,sextile mars.    osc lilith conj saturn 1 deg..ouch (though I don't know how to interpret it)

Rejection,rejection and betrayals from friends

• Further down in the 1st House - insecure about physical appearance, but often does a lot to compensate for inadequacies.
• Further down in the 1st House - social awkwardness, or feelings of "invisibility", but also an exceptional drive to "fake it until you make it".
• Entire 1st House - often a source of memorable quotes.  Wisdom is expressed in a catchy way, and people remember it.

I had a fling with an old friend last month. It didn't seem to be amounting to anything, and we ended up talking pretty openly last night about our history together. He told me that I had a huge influence on his adolescence. I am a year older than him, and to him I had always represented... temptation.... So when we hooked up, it was his teenage fantasy coming true. Ugh, and that was basically it, on his end. I had to tell him that I had stronger feelings so I couldn't just have a no-strings-attached type of relationship. He could barely let it go which was pretty annoying, like he couldn't acknowledge that I really do have feelings. But I thought that was interesting... that I represented temptation. I have BML conj Asc in Cancer.

I have BML conjunct Jupiter in Cancer in 9th...very close to to conjunction my Mercury (off by a degree or so) and I do think about sex a lot. In fact, that's one of my biggest problems; I feel like a lot of what motivates people is due to something sexually related and it makes me distrustful. 

It also trines Uranus (just like my Jupiter). Squares my Pluto and when it comes to certain triggers I have a very hard time controlling my temper and I just want to destroy, destroy, destroy everything I see.

You disagree with my examples? Why? I was not expressing a "view" about her in that sentence, nor was I making a value judgment about her, discussing her origins or her rightness or wrongness. It's a weird quote to try to needle me on, sorry.

Pallas is at least as much about gender equality as Lilith, if not more so.

Poupoupidou said

Kleo said
Lilith in Scorpio in the 10th house. I'm hoping that one day I'll feel as sexual as this position is. Especially since it's conjunct Pluto.

Lilith in Scorpio excels at dealing with hidden pains and abuse. Feeling sexual and confortable with it should not be an issue, unless there is another aspect in your chart influencing your perception of sexuality (or something that happened in the past, leading to shame and guilt). Anyway, with Lilith in this position, you will blow away any resistance in this matter sooner or later.

I'm trying to understand Lilith in Scorpio and I have a question. I know this is a tough subject. My father had 10th house Lilith in Scorpio that aspected his Moon, Neptune, Chiron and Mercury. I once had a boyfriend with the same exact aspect but add Pluto from 12th. Both dealt with nearly identical addictions, and each one had issues with pedophilia...young girls. My question is about the main influence on all this...does it come from Lilith or Chiron? Thanks for any thoughts and feedback.

It has been mentioned in this thread that Lilith in the 1st house resulted in unwanted attention and advances from men. I have this and fortunately I have never been through something like that, so could that be due to the fact that it is retrograde? Or that it is far away from my ASC?