12h exactly conjunct Pholus and conjunct Pallas Athene, in Aquarius. Also exactly inconjunct Pluto/Uranus but I read somewhere as it's a point, inconjunct aspects don't exist. So, meh, that was about the only handle I had on how I might experience this placement.
The full moon tomorrow will be exactly conjunct too.
I think my Lillith took off across the fields years ago; she got out and doesn't see the point in engaging again. I can barely even bring myself to say the word sexuality anymore. It's an area of life where it feels like the price is always way too high.
Aries Lilith in 7th house, the energy only manifests when I'm in relationships. So true!! I have strict morals in regards to sexuality, monogamy & marriage but when I am actually in a relationship...Boy that impulsive Lilith of mine causes so much trouble!
My Lilith is 8 degrees Libra (Mean) in the 1st house and conjunct my ascendant, almost exactly. For my entire life, even when I was 10 years old, every sexual pervert was attracted to me. I had one neighbor who tried to have sex with me after his family invited me to come to their pool (I was only 10). The neighbors rented a room to another older perverted guy that spent a whole lot of time looking into my windows to watch me dress.
I use the Mean calculated position for my Lilith. 8 degrees Libra, 1st house. The True calculated position is 2 degrees Libra, 12th house. I think that the True position is probably more valid considering how Lilith played out in my life. I was the most likely to be preyed upon by closet perverts.
Asteroid Lilith: 1181
Osculating Lilith/ True Lilith: h13
Black Moon Lilith/ Mean Lilith: h21
(Dark Moon Lilith/ Waldemath Black Moon: h58)
Numbers for adding to chart at astro.com. I don't use Waldemath Black moon. I have the first three liliths conjunct Pluto in 8th house. I use Black Moon Lilith and True Lilith in charts. Those two also aspect my MC from the 8th house (Virgo).
BML for me
in Aquarius
8th house
opposing natal moon
sextile w chiron
for those who feel relevant also tight conjunct Vertex
many trines
im not sure if BML is the reason for my all or nothing intensity /dreamy sensual cant get enough / "oh you dont know what i hide under here" feelings.. very unexpected to my partners.. the intensity & passion was not expected by them.... not really sure whats related to BML or just other stuff going on...
I have been looking for this!!!
First house, Sagittarius EXACTLY conjunct my moon. I am a very sexual woman and have been told that I am provocative. Yes. It has caused a lot of problems for me. Yes, I can become obsessive about my romantic interest . Yes, it requires a great deal of meditation and spiritual work. But, not only does she present a tremendous gift of insight, she is a great mother and Yes - I too am a great mother. Cannot avoid it anywhere I go. Attract children like a magnet (see vision of tired woman being chased down the street by stranger's children trying to be nurtured) LOL. It is part of a small stellium that includes my NN and Venus. It took me a while to realize how over-the-top I could be. Anyway, I finally got it under control and have learned to channel it. It makes a beautiful less than 1 degree trine to a Jupiter/Pluto conjunction in the 9th house. @ Lilith_is-Here -- I so agree with you. She has been so badly demonized, but she is the Strength of the Female Spirit, feared by men and women alike. You have expressed a wonderful description of how to transmute her powerful energy. Thanks for that. Funny thing, the other day I was thinking about all the fire in my chart and how much power it has. It can be comforting, bringing light and warmth or it can be destructive. You can use it to provide nourishment, but who wants to have their nourishment burned? That's how I see Lilith on my double-fire moon. Something to be controlled but something everyone wants(needs) a little of. 