Yeah, my two failed marriages scared my Cap-Taurus. 

Misti said
Yeah, my two failed marriages scared my Cap-Taurus. 

well if he loved you deeply it wouldn't matter.

i'm just looking at the entire thing from an objective pov (with the celebrities), it's just kind of scary that's all. But if a person knew you very deeply and got to know the real you, those things in the past don't matter.

Yeah, I know. That's the thing. I loved him to hell and back. He didn't love me quite that far. Still healing. Clearing room.

When I took an astrology class many years ago, the teacher said that sometimes too much ease in synastry can be a bad thing because you take each other for granted and don't have the ability to work through stress to become closer.  At least that is how I remember it.  You often seen couples having horrendous things happen and they work it through. Boils down to free will and timing with astrology being somewhat helpful, in my opinion.  Sort of like astrology saying you will be rich so you just sit back and wait. 

Misti said
Yeah, I know. That's the thing. I loved him to hell and back. He didn't love me quite that far. Still healing. Clearing room.

i know what you mean. The heart wants what the heart wants. ((misti))

i remember you mentioned that he thought you were not his ideal. astrology does have alot of truth, as strong earth/water individuals need security, and they're less inclined to investing in something so daring or bold, or out there (in their eyes) it's a deeply ingrained personality/upbringing - and aligned with the stars.

The thing is, Elisa, I have the same birthday as his ex-wife. She broke his heart when they were teenagers by cheating on him. He also resents his mom, who had numerous husbands and lovers. Also. He's an alcoholic. Also. My boobs aren't big enough. LOL.