Saturn transited my twelfth house neptune in sag and sextiled my sun pluto in libra. 

No health issues. No more depression or anger than usual.

The main thing that happened is that i made a commitment to spirituality. I was always kind of on the fence about it but it finally came to a point where i had to face the fact that this is what my life wants to be about and then decide on a path. I decided on a path of sobriety, simplicity and service just because it felt the most freeing and organic. I dont talk about it much here because it sounds weird, but i live kind of a monastic life. Its not extremely disciplined in any way but i am in service to the Creator and it requires a kind of purity in my experience that excludes a lot of things. 

In my case, im incredibly grateful for this shift. I was in a dark place for a long long time. 

I dont know why this transit is affecting me so much... maybe because of how Neptune is my chart or because it's a double-whammy, or because of other transits going on at the same time, but I think I underestimated the Saturn/Neptune transit. Props to people who have this in their natal chart, I can't help wonder how it must be for them.

I keep thinking about it, and I think the best way I can describe the feel of it is - melancholic.

But it's better to work with the energy of a transit, embrace it, rather than fight against it.

I just remembered during the time Saturn transited my Neptune, I thought I had some kind of autoimmune disease- i had hives all over and constant, daily headaches for like 6 months.  I went to the doctor several times for tests and all came back normal.  As soon as Saturn cleared Neptune's orb, all symptoms vanished.  I haven't had symptoms for around 3 months.  Doctors think it was viral...who knows....

No health issues, I was a new mother though.. so very tired, drained...  each time Saturn conjunct my neptune last year in 2017 (saturn rules my 4th house) I had a large fight with my mother.. As a new mother I was judging her as a mother, how she was treating me and my new child.. and in the end I now don't have a mother.

In the saturn workshop, Elsa had mentioned reconnecting with her and making amends but she wants nothing to do w/me, wont answer phone calls, emails, texts, so I've given up, I tried. The most ironic part of this, When Saturn was in Sag in the 80's, she abandon me and my brother, divorced my dad and left us with him and didn't return until a few years later. I was 5 or 6.  

strawb. said
I dont know why this transit is affecting me so much... maybe because of how Neptune is my chart or because it's a double-whammy, or because of other transits going on at the same time, but I think I underestimated the Saturn/Neptune transit. Props to people who have this in their natal chart, I can't help wonder how it must be for them.

I keep thinking about it, and I think the best way I can describe the feel of it is - melancholic.

But it's better to work with the energy of a transit, embrace it, rather than fight against it.  

It could be both. I have Saturn-Neptune emphasized natally, and it was difficult when I was younger, but it’s not so bad.

Since I got used to my natal dose, I didn’t expect that an extra dose of Saturn-Neptune energy would be so difficult. It upset the apple cart for sure. If I’m confused or feel bad, it usually resolves itself within a few days. When Saturn transited my 12th, I was waiting several months for these kind of feelings to resolve, and then I realized I was secretly upset/depressed the *whole* transit... It was really bad, and it wasn’t typical. I pined to be a nun, I got daily body aches, coffee mysteriously became undrinkable, I couldn’t cook because it felt overwhelmingly confusing, I couldn’t enjoy things I usually enjoyed, and I felt suffering everyday due to pain and confusion.

Once Saturn in Capricorn moved into the 1st, I immediately felt better. I was no longer upset over figments. My normal functioning returned, and I can drink coffee again. I learned beyond a shadow of a doubt that astrology is real and my birth time is accurate, lol.

It does help that Saturn is in Capricorn. I felt a lot of relief when Saturn went into Capricorn because it added a lot of support.

I think it’s some kind of cosmic joke that Saturn finished transiting my 12th, is going to conjunct Neptune, retrograde back into my 12th, go direct and conjunct Neptune, and I have Cap rising/Saturn in the 12th in this year’s SR. I don’t think they will be as bad as above, but I know what I could possibly expect. I’m already feeling the tiredness.

mandab07 said
No health issues, I was a new mother though.. so very tired, drained...  each time Saturn conjunct my neptune last year in 2017 (saturn rules my 4th house) I had a large fight with my mother.. As a new mother I was judging her as a mother, how she was treating me and my new child.. and in the end I now don't have a mother.

In the saturn workshop, Elsa had mentioned reconnecting with her and making amends but she wants nothing to do w/me, wont answer phone calls, emails, texts, so I've given up, I tried. The most ironic part of this, When Saturn was in Sag in the 80's, she abandon me and my brother, divorced my dad and left us with him and didn't return until a few years later. I was 5 or 6.    

Yes!! She is tired and drained.... cant seem to put one foot in front of the other and she is young. So sorry about the mom thing. I have such a complicated relationship with mine it leaves my head spinning. Mine took off too... She needs to answer the phone. There is nothing said that cant be corrected.... so sorry xo