Right now, Tr Uranus in Aries is at 28° Aries. This is Midheaven territory for me and put Uranus just inside my 10th house. Career and income ground to a halt. I am not only speaking of it in money terms - although that is very important.

I mean nothing I have done, not one effort to make $1 has been working. With the first hit of Uranus to my Midheaven, I was able for 5 months to suddenly and surprisingly get short term self-employment at a really good income and was able to pay off all housing rental contract money owed so that it would not cause me a bad record. Then, after that was paid, I suddenly was blocked from that income and ended up homeless, staying with a friend until recently. Things then dwindled down to where nothing was coming in again at all. So, I have no debt and no home of my own but no income either.

I am really saddened and shocked that none of my efforts are producing income. I wrote two children's books and they are not selling. I mean not even one copy. My writing is not producing any income. They are advertised online (Uranus). No one has responded to my efforts to get new coaching or metaphysical consulting clients but I get an increasing amount of "likes" on the posts advertising online for a client in subtle and direct manners). The advertising is Uranian - IG, FB, Twitter and Tumblr.

What is protecting me right now is that I am staying with an elderly relative I met in 2017 before Uranus' first hit to my Midheaven. That first hit made clear to me that I was correct many years ago - I am not a corporate person, not an institutional person - I am an entrepreneur who must be in charge, in control and independent. I would like to also be financially solvent while doing it!

My 4th house is affected:

I am temporarily staying with this elderly cousin who loves me to pieces and is battling breast cancer for a second time - and I have no current end date to leave because I have no place else to live. Yet I am not settled here permanently. But I thankfully have food, shelter and through this and other relatives nearby, get transported here and there so I am not housebound. 

I don't want to sound as though I am in an absolutely negative situation. Saturn in Capricorn in transiting my 6th house and here is my 4th house life:

• I can and do exercise daily by taking 30 minute walks around the neighborhood once a day
• I have internet, TV and a phone to organize and conduct a daily job search and seek book and speaking opportunities
• I have plenty of books to read and gain new knowledge and a library nearby
• I have lots of love and companionship (my elderly cousin is a fun, feisty Aries and I adore her and have a routine helping her with little things that she can't do right now because of her pain, making her meals and doing what I can to get her to eat and keep up her strength, cleaning house, walking her dog).
• I have lots of time to meditate and pray.
• My sleeping is better and I am sleeping 8-9 hours a night and getting naps, which I think is helpful for lowering my stress
• I have the opportunity to improve my physical health by taking all my medications, on the prescribed regular times and amounts because I have had time to organize everything into a schedule.
• I am eating good meals especially now that I have a kitchen in which to cook.
• I may be without my own home but I can bathe daily and I have toiletries. I am not out freezing on the street in a tent. I have my own very large bedroom in the house, in fact, with a large queen-size bed, beautiful backyard view of trees and a sitting area and chair and it is so light, airy and warm. I am thankful.

If you wonder what I am doing to get income flowing, I am not a lazy person: I can't seem to get hired as a bartender, cashier, sales clerk, receptionist etc., even though I have experience in those fields. Too educated, and overqualified they tell me. I understand. I've also been a journalist, am a priest, and a director of three companies. I have lots of degrees and educations. People feel overwhelmed, even when I hide that information.  Soooooooooo, I am (6th house nose to teh grindstone again) :

1. creating online materials to email (Uranus) to the principals of nearby schools and the local library so I can read my radically girl-centered children's books and perhaps present at an assembly for the girls. The internet is quicker than postal mail
2. gathering information on women's groups in the city to send and email and make calls asking if they would like to have me as a speaker this month while I am here. If I could speak at the women's groups, I could at least make a pitch at the end of the presentation to get new clients. If I can miraculously get $40 I can take a bus to my (Aries) mother and do the same in her city. Mom is also not in good health (she is the same age as my cousin, born 4 days apart) and while our relationship is rather challenging, she is my mother

I feel badly that I am an adult woman and 1) seemingly unable to live my purpose through what I understand to be my vocation and 2) have no income and 3) have no home, desired husband or children despite many years of praying for this and fiercely, doggedly doing actions to make it happen. 

Is anyone else with a late Aries Midheaven OR who has experienced Uranus conjunction Midheaven in the past able to articulate in detail what is happening here?

Why the standstill and silence?

How far unto the 10th house will it be before I get the BANG of a new career start? When did your change start?

Is the change AFTER Uranus finishes transiting the 10th house so this could go on for years? When does this Uranian hit to my public life, name and reputation burst into life?

My 4th house of home and family clearly is affected where I have been unable to secure/create a stable home and family of my own (a BIG desire and prayer for decades...and it has only gotten shakier and weirder in some ways yet more stable in another way, that I met family I lost before birth and thus have someone to stay with while homeless). I have a HUGE family of two half-siblings, one uncle and nearly 300 cousins now after being utterly alone BUT it is not having my own house, a husband and the adopted and foster children I so desire.

I am NOT HELPING OR HEALING PEOPLE in the world the way I desire and am NOT MAKING AN INCOME (Quadruple Virgo, including Uranus, 2nd house.).

I am not making a home for a good man and some children in need of a loving mother. I worry that I am so focused on myself every day because I am constantly trying to think of ways out of this vocational and economic drought that has been in the making and existence for a LONG time. I've wondered, too, if I should just be totally selfish, focus only on me and take everything I can from everyone and everything all day long, every day - the complete opposite of what I have ever done in life.

My ideal life: I know I am capable of being a great wife and mother AND being out in the public eye helping and healing the world in some way on a part-time basis. So, why the silence on public vocation (10th house) and the block from having a husband and family (4th house)? 

Please, please, share. Any Uranus conjunction Midheaven advice and insight is welcome.