Hi Fire Boy. Are you bothered by this? Boasting? What's your interest?

Well, it is better than heroine addiction.

You have Saturn-Pluto conjunction in the 12th House.

In Vedic tradition 12th House rules bed pleasures. Yes, it is a house of loss and isolation but it is so much more than that. Saturn rules waste and slavery among other things. So it would make sense. Now Saturn transits your deeply addictive Piscean 5th House of pleasure. Pleasure is the name of the game and the slave master. And imagination is your sex dungeon.

Rather than focusing exclusively on the visual I would let the image dissipate in the mind and stay in the energy you crave. Do not rush it into climax. Let the desire be uncomfortable, sit in that discomfort and see what comes up. Aside from your dick. What comes up from your unconscious. It might surprise you.