I feel overly sensitive lately... but I'm generally sensitive with my 12-house moon.
I have transiting Neptune opposing my Venus (but it's in Leo) and also opp. my ASC (Libra) + MC (Cancer). I feel the opposition to my ASC.
I've felt strongly called towards integrating a more mystical way of living in my life and it's been a heightened feeling lately...
My SO (Scorpio Sun) has Neptune opposing his Moon and Venus (both early-degree Libra). I'm wondering how these might affect his decision of not wanting to be together anymore.
@calliope Hope you are hanging in there?
I would also keep an eye on Jupiter in Gemini transiting your SO's Saturn. With Saturn is Sag he may have that, 'should I stay or should I go,' vibe amplified by Jupiter.
@sophiab Thanks a lot ❤️
The situation is still the same with him. There are some gestures that I might over-interpret, not sure if they mean a change of heart or are just friendly gestures. Time will tell... I'm still waiting. It's such a long and painful waiting... I will post updates when there are some.
It's squaring my Moon and Venus. Just addressing some longstanding issues that were pretty bad and I never knew how much. I don't think I feel anything else at the moment. That makes me wonder if it's "on me" and I can't "see" it.
That's what happened when it opposed my Mars, anyway. I didn't notice all the energy and drive slowly leaking out of me until I was bled almost completely dry. 0/10 transit, fuck you Neptune.
@rusalka Neptune will dissolve the ego where it has become too rigid or dominant, I believe. We live in an egoic matrix collectively, so this process can feel dangerous and like we are 'losing' something essential, but it facilitates something else entering and rising from within, spirit/soul energies, or life force. So any sense of draining or weakening is temporary, and can be helped along by opening to spirit more consciously.
@rusalka With a square I always feel it as a sort of tug of war or arm wrestle between energies. I mean I know they say that about the opposition but something of that is in the square too. Like, there are two elements competing and you have to harmonise them as they are both valuable but need to work together better rather than working against or causing friction.
Neptune reached it's station point, 29*56 🐟🐟
That's ridiculously close to my Venus, 29° 42' Virgo. I can tell you that many veils dropped this year. There is no glamour. None. More of what the eff was I doing?
I don't have any early Cardinal points either. It's going to be a while before this thing hits my Cardinal Moon, but it looks like I'm in for a first house reckoning next year with the Whole Sign houses. Fun!
@lislioness That's ON your Venus! And next year there will be months long station at 29* Pisces before Neptune enters Aries for good. My descendant is 27* Pisces so I feel you on the Venus front. Keep getting stations at 27 too, a long one upcoming. Let go and let god(dess)??!
@sophiab Oh yes. This is a 6/12 transit. Neptune is in the 12th.
I left the career field I invested five years into. The veil fully dropped last August, and the final straw was this past February. I'm out, still helping animals, but completely disillusioned with who and what was around me. Let's just say I went into it with noble reasons. The people I worked with didn't.
@lislioness I seem to recall you have planets in your 6th so the call to work with animals would be strong. Plus Virgo! I have Moon Jupiter in 6th and Virgo rising I do love meeting animals and having a chat with them, I think they are nicer than most people 
They are nicer than most people!
I still work with them, just not in the veterinary realm. That was such a disappointment. I met a lot of narcissists, money grubbers and just overall nasty people. It wasn't like I never heard about the problems in medical fields before I got into it, but being immersed in toxicity is a whole another story.
@lislioness And I agree, the disillusionment is relentless atm but on the plus side, it is empowering. I have been entirely shaped to be 'other' focused (very narcissistically wounded parents, trained to always meet THEIR needs), but to the point of burden (responsibilities), suffering, lack of creativity and toil. It's totally unsustainable, but yes, it hurts to recognise these truths about human dynamics. Self care has to be learnt and then consistently applied, and there is a lot of self destructiveness to overcome on the way to that. Neptune does enable a relationship with spirit though, but one must ask for their (those in spirit) help and it's hard if you've been trained to be entirely self sufficient and not ask for anything. Those in spirit are over the moon when we ask directly and it does bring change, true belief is needed.. that's been trained away too, so it all takes time, effort and courage.
@sophiab I agree. I had to get out and find something else so I didn't fully burn out.
@sophiab Right when Neptune stationed, I read more than the usual number of stories about people leaving the veterinary support field because of experiences like mine.
I don't regret doing it. I just wanted the people around me to be supportive. Turns out I was very far from alone with this story.
@lislioness it's good that you received supportive messages to show you you were and are right on track.
Neptune on my progressed sun. Square my Cap Mars.
battery/alternator/electrical ????? Trying to diagnose the car.
I got a reading with Elsa. After mom's new terminal endometrial cancer diagnosis. And looking at our charts.
so far it has been spiritual action, communication, manifesting highest good we can with our circumstances.
teaching Mom oneness meditation.
@elsa It IS a heart opening, healing situation. Working it. On completely different ground, dropping defenses.
I feel like have been in suspension, witholding in this relationship and my own life.
Grateful to be gathering pieces of self and opening.