As for confidence. I don't people realize that building confidence takes time, years, sometimes even decades.

The idea that it takes only a day, or a few weeks, isn't necessarily true. Don't give up. Sometimes all it takes is time.

It was the death of my career! It was such a difficult period to go through.

Pluto in Capricorn is the Vulcan Death Grip of work if ever there was one in my opinion.

I have Pluto in my natal tenth house to boot. 

I tried out a new career. It's now in ashes. Thanks Pluto!

I met some great people, I'll never deny that, but the narcissists, game players, liars and psychopaths far outnumbered them.

This last go round snuffed the rest of my passion out. I was there 10 days. They wanted me fully ready to go in...three. Ain't happening. And not good for their image 🤢.

Not to mention the narcissist of a practice manager who decided "I wasn't her type" 🙄 after she met me, a few days after I was hired. I had no idea she was a snob and associated tattoos with "troublemakers". 🙄 There are a lot of crap managers like her in the vet field. She was the boss's wife, had NO veterinary experience AND of course never worked a day on the floor. Her type is the norm though. 🤮☠️😵‍💫

I have to get away from this crap, as in strike out on my own, if I'm going to succeed.

It's worth noting that when I started this lark, Jupiter, Saturn and Pluto were all conjunct in my 10th. I called that the Capricorn Kraken. Pluto still is in the 10th, hovering around 28 - 29 Cap, which isn't going away for some time to come. I have no idea what I'll be doing when all this is over!

I remember this as a very trying time in the career sector. First, my best friend left, then my favourite boss, followed by a complete change in my job role/responsibilities. This did result in my resignation. It proved a positive move/change long-term as I then pursued what I really wanted to do.