Tam said
I've been thinking about it the last few days and of this morning I'm no longer mad about it. 

congrats

Thanks Jilly! I should weigh myself I have probably lost some weight

l like to hear a positive story about Saturn. Saturn has cleaned up a couple of messes in my life thus far.

lt is interesting to me that you point out that it is close to the degree of the prior destruction. That reinforces the concept that these things are a process and evolution related to a specific place in the chart and that it is a tag team effort. That is something l will look for.

l am happy that a weight has been lifted from you, that has got to feel good.

I can see where you're coming from, Tam...because I also have a heavy mutable chart(virgo stellium, gemini mars) and every time saturn or pluto gets into a mutable sign or house, well, our challenges become extra difficult then. 

I just try not to think about those memories, which in a way gives more power to them. Also exercising is a great way to handle stress. I guess any way to channel Mars/anger will be effective to release the pressure.

Saggiegirl said
My life went to hell when Pluto transited my Moon. I've never recovered.

I'm not looking forward to the rest of my Saturn transits - Saturn cnj Mercury, Saturn cnj Jup, Saturn square IC/MC, Saturn cnj Sun. And then straight on to Saturn cnj Moon and Saturn cnj ASC.

How did you manage to get over the emotion Tam?

Hee....you may be sorry you asked. It started when I got back to work after Christmas/New Years vacation to find an email from someone I told a year ago not to contact me. She is a former friend that lives in a different reality from the rest of us most of the time by choice. She has Aries Mars opposite Libra Moon and whatever I would say, she would take the opposite position and tell me I was wrong which made me mad as hell. She didn't know any of the people I was talking about, was not there for anything that happened, but I didn't know what the hell I was talking about. She told me that what happen to me during the Pluto square to my Moon and conjunction to my Descendant was a complete misunderstanding on my part WHAT?! I was stalked by a woman (natal Pluto square her Sun) until my mind broke from it.  I have diagnosed PTSD from what happened from two different therapists. I was so bad I literally wanted to take cardboard and duct tape over the windows in my house. I lost years of my life because I was terrified to go anywhere.

Anyway....I was just thinking about everything that happened because of the email trigger plus it's been several years now and Jupiter was in Virgo then too at the beginning at about the same exact degree it is now. I just thought suddenly that I'm not angry about what happened to me anymore. I handled that whole situation with grace and dignity. Not once did I abuse my power and sink to my stalker's level.

I don't know if I was healed in that moment or if I just noticed that I'm ok now. And I am ok now, there is no emotional reaction to what happened to me then.