I've just checked the progressed chart to see other aspects... The thing is I don't like prog. Pluto conjunct Sun and squaring Moon, prog. Saturn in the first house and prog Pluto conjunct prog. Saturn like in my natal chart... I've been working on Sun-Moon archetype/ issues this whole year in therapy... and still working. It seems it's a lifetime working theme for me. In a few years that prog Saturn from the first will enter the 12 and conjunct Sun... I definitely have to work my best until then.

Prog. Moon in Capricorn (current transits in Cap in the 4 house) it explains all this emotional pressure...