I believe that I am being psychically attacked. I cant explain it, but Ive felt it before. Its not a strong one, but Im sure its happening. Just to clarify, Im not the type of person to claim that every negative emotion I have is caused by something like this. In either case, wether its by attack or some prior conditioning, Im aware that my energetic and mental fields are my domain and am ultimately responsible (not blame) for anything that appears to me, so the ball is in my court.
The last time I was psychically attacked was in my early twenties. Two women I was attending school with started to focus on me, intently. Because I was already very vulnerable, it led to a sort of breakdown. Im muuuuch stronger now and I know about the spiritual forces that are on my side. Several times before that, in high school and elementary school. Always by girls/women. They all have this kind of catty mindset too. Almost tribal. Like the flock of chickens that will peck the black feather. Never the most mentally sophisticated.
Now, I dont really want to talk about the effects of this particular psychic attack, for a few reasons but I can assure you that Im energetically sensitive enough to know when something is off.
The good part is that Im only a partial vibrational match to what they are doing, so a lot of it isnt sticking. They are somewhat off about my weak spots and insecurities, because they dont have a clear picture of who I really am.
I know, from working with energy for a minute, that anything I put out will come back to me, magnified, so Im being careful not to wish anyone harm. I dont want to anyway. I think this person is already tortured. Im aware that there is a way to transmute this energy into something higher, without retaliation, but Im just not educated yet, on the methods.
So, are there any spells, meditations, rituals, or specific prayers that would help? Also, if anyone who cares about me would like to send a prayer, Id appreciate it. Im actually in the Valley of the Shadow of Death right now. Sorry for the dramatic verbiage but thats what it is. My faith and love are being tested in a very real way, in ways that arent related to this.
Also, have you ever experienced this? And what was the outcome?
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You once posted a picture of yourself on here. Do you think it's partly because you're pretty, and they're a little (a little bit, LOL) envious??? 
anonymoushermit said
You once posted a picture of yourself on here. Do you think it's partly because you're pretty, and they're a little (a little bit, LOL) envious???
Ive been told that, theyre just jealous, yes. More and more Im living by the words of Peter Tosh:
Im not in this world, to live up to your expectations. Neither are you here to live up to mine.
I dont think people like this can really grasp that someone has escaped from the system like that or they feel that its out of their reach or something.
I'd think about the part that is in sync with their energy and try to raise the overall vibration. This might not be easy if it means changing your longstanding habits, but a few good soaks in sea salt, for example might not hurt.
One of my favorite mantras is "you meant it to harm, but it turned out to be a blessing." It's hard to describe but it's good to imagine unintended consequences from their negative thoughts that actually benefit you somehow. I like to use the imagery of a shirt being turned inside out or holding my hands out in front of me and turning the wrists, like I'm stretching and popping my knuckles.
Or imagine incoming bolts and most of them falling by the wayside, some of them being absorbed by a shield (and actually feeding it and making it stronger). I think Elsa said once "if someone stabs me, I have their weapon now."
If they have a blurry image of you, maybe make an image of who they think you are and let them attack that. (I have no idea of the ethics or metaphysical considerations here, the idea just now popped into my head.)
I wouldn't put too much effort into dodging whatever you feel because I think that might be dignifying it a little too much, though. Like you said, you've mostly got this.
Whatever happens, focusing on raising your vibration should help a bit. Anything that makes you feel stronger in yourself is good. Reminders of personal power may help.
I can't say for sure this has ever happened to me, but I feel like I've dealt with some hinky stuff in the past. Which, even if it was my imagination it helped to have techniques.
Thank you Beth! Beautiful suggestions. I like that you pointed out how to transmute the energy.
Besides a feeling, what manifestations (either by your own energy, their psychic attack (s), or by the use of your own energy by said psychic attacker (s)) did you see in your life that led you to believe that you're being psychically attacked, or hexed, etc, etc??
Was it a string of bad luck, depression without no source/seed???, or just an inability to progress in your life even though your life is good/okay? Other (s)??