My husband's issues qualify. Everything is up in the air and entirely unpredictable. 

I agreed to work 3 home health nursing shifts last week. 

Day 1 walking talking ate 3 meals. 

Day 2 cant talk cant swallow cant walk

Day 3 cant breathe without morphine.

Died an hour before shift change.

I met this patient 6 weeks ago and did not take any more shifts with him.  Spunky, In their 90's. Strict military.....Wife was afraid of husband. He did NOT like me. He was not ready for my kind of nursing so I did not take any more shifts with him.

Then last week, staffing begged me, gave me a good bonus, and I agreed to work 3 days with him.

He had Untreated  pancreatic/liver cancer and was on hospice.

He felt reasonably well, then it took him down in 3 days !

AND HIS CHART....... Natal uranus 17 aries,  chiron , NN transit

square 16 Saturn /cap 

square Pluto in Cancer

opposite sun, moon, merc, venus stellium in libra !

I always look at their charts.

The nursing part was managing rapidly changing condition, an anticipating needs. Informing the patient and family what I was seeing.

The spiritual part was; I was called/placed there to look into his eyes , see and reflect his innocence. Give comfort, physical touch.  This was easy for me, as I have no history or baggage with this individual. 

No family member would go near him or show emotion. 

But as the world works, at the last minute I took those shifts. And he got me.

I have the gift To see and reflect innocence and beauty. Unconditional spiritual love. Which is easy for me as a retired midwife. I know that energy well. 

A long time ago I had a medicine man warn me; "Some souls will spend a lifetime looking for the love you can give, and they will pass once they receive it. Do not be alarmed, it is your soul gift."

The night before my first shift I could feel the electricity of lots of spirits around.

Then I got LOST in the FOG driving there. Went to the wrong house. Actually had all my gear and supplies on the wrong house/porch in the dark at 7am. When I realized it was the wrong address.

I NORMALLY NEVER GET LOST. This is a small town, been here 40 years off and on.

In fact every day it took everything I had to FIND the address. (this is how I know I am in ceremony, kind of an altered state,  Crazy things happen around ceremony) I think birth and death are ceremony.

By the time he died, The room was FULL of spirits. It felt crowded.

I had just enough time to do my paperwork before my shift ended.

I felt like I had been in a wreck. 

The cool thing is...the next morning  I had the sweetest most loving grandfatherly 96 year old home health patient who thought it was his job to take care of me and love on me all day at work.

Im signed up to work for him permanently. 

so the aries NN and chiron on his natal uranus ? thats when he died?

Is it connected? 

He had a gentle side but he could not show it ?

Funny thing...., Uranus is radiation. Anywhere there are nuclear plants/uranium and coal mining there is a segment of the population dying from poisoning.

They are known as  "Energy Workers" and "Cold War Patriots", and are being compensated financially and medically by the government. I always wonder, well which is it? Energy or war?

One 24 hour nursing patient is worth a million dollars per year in billings.

Thats the cheap part. Their life prolonging medical services are astronomical. A complicated medical patient can eventually spend every minute of every day going to medical appointments. Their life becomes just this. 

One big expen$ive experiment after another with the medical military industrial complex. 

So uranus had this influence on the boomers.

and the next generation, depleted uranium .....desert storm 🙁

is biologics/Nano Uranus? 

On a personal note, holding heart space and hope for you and your man, Elsa. You are my kind of light warriors.

I read every post, I am often heart overwhelmed, and want to respond, but do not have the eloquence you all deserve so I keep quiet. Much love.

We’ve heard the grandson of my husband’s estranged cousin was found dead in his sleep. 18 year old high school senior on the academic team. The state medical examiner is investigating the death.  We may never hear the results.   We didn’t even know of the kid’s existence.  —  The cousin stole from her parents, etc.    

My sister had some shocking news from the first appointment with the radiologist after her chemo and double mastectomies. Not only did she have solid tumors in both breast, but she also has inflammatory breast cancer.  This rare type of aggressive cancer has no tumors. It was detected on MRI. She is overwhelmed.  Virgo Sun. Uranus rules radiation.