I wrote about Uranus squaring Pluto = sudden death. Mercury is in Taurus (rules the neck). I got news about my neck today...I was talked to about it.  It's pretty freaky and it's pretty freaking bad.

They have been messing with my neck for more than a year now...the one guy would not treat me...then another doctor fried the nerve, whatever. But no one has talked to me, outside of my primary care doc, who doesn't know much about this stuff.

Bottom line, the orthopedic surgeon can't help me. He is referring me to a neurosurgeon for a second opinion? To see if there is anything he can do, I guess.

Apparently three vertebrae in my neck have fused together. They don't move at all. They can't separate them. There is no transplant they can do or anything of that nature.

I was told in very certain terms, over and over that I will die if I get jerked the wrong way. Under no circumstances should I see a chiropractor for example.  He wants me to sleep in a brace. A hard core brace, not one of those soft ones. Maybe be in one all the time, I'm not sure. There is an artery there, waiting to be severed, see? Bam, I'm dead.

I don't know what I think about this.  Live until I die, I guess.

Someone has already asked me if I had a will. I told them I bought a spot in a Columbarium...I could go pay for my cremation. Beyond that...what?

For now, I just click clack on. I feel good. I think well. I guess I'll see what the neurosurgeon says.

This is on top of the other (personal) problem I'm dealing with, which is worse than this, by far, in my mind.

Although paralysis is also possible. Not fun.  But also hasn't happened yet, so I see no reason to do anything other than continue on. It's up to God.