Frustrating for you to be left on the lurch…. But he’s made it this far.
@myrna True. He says he is calling back after his appointment. It's surreal, because he sounds like himself, entirely. Then the second sentence he speaks is a mess. There are ALWAYS people around which he's always hated. It feels like a panic (for him). Clearly, he's lucky he has so many who want to help him, but I know, Ben, so very well. He likes to be rid of people and have a very long talk with me. We've been doing this for 40 years. He's not changed, that's for sure.
But there is nothing I can do, because he does need this help; including from the person who gave up his most closely guarded secret. It's stunning what a transit like this can bring.
Also, it's worse in some ways, when someone you love is hurt. This is like watching someone take a beating. At least for me, it's far worse than being beaten yourself, at least this is true for me.
My father did not really beat my mother, but the very few times he did, I thought I would die. Seeing my sisters beaten, similarly bad, by seeing my mother cowering was a new level of... I don't have words. I wish I had less experience with this.
I don't know if he still has his clot. He's consumed with details and I'm not blaming the people who are helping. I am sure they are on it, but he refuses things, like he left the emergency room, twice. So I am sure they are having one hell of a time.
I don't think he has a will yet. He also told me he was moving into this particular center, which makes no obvious sense. I have no idea his prognosis. It seems he's been pretty stable (not improving, nor degrading) and we're coming up on a year.
I don't know if I mentioned it, but he is attending practices, long, significant practices, though I don't know in what capacity.
It appears he has his music knowledge. He may be teaching or otherwise helping. He's such a good man. Damn it!
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@elsa 🤣 with all the vx talk... this popped up. I needed to laugh LOL
I think we all do. What a mess everything is. Sometimes... you just laugh.
Sometimes I feel like mu brain is ai. I am working with a Aquarius/Virgo client, peppering me with questions about isolated aspects in her chart. I shoot emails back, very quickly, like chatgpt, except I'm good at this.
It occurs to me, I have P Uranus in Virgo and Jupiter in Aquarius. Big, HELL YEAH, to that!
i read this on reddit, and i really like what they said about the 8th house and 12th house differences.
"There is no fixing in the 12th. In the 8th we fight demons. In the 12th, if we are without grace and acceptance, we take up our fight with God/Spirit/Source/the Divine instead... Quite dangerous, as we will lose every time. Hence, if you attempt to even "change" or "transform" anything in the 12th as one might do and succeed in the 8th, you will only open more gateways for suffering, unleashing the undercurrents of "undoing" so reputably associated with the 12th and no force in existence, but the Divine, can resolve that with you." -by dxoxo
and 12th associated with the divine/God too.
@elisa I have a series of videos about how everything is resolved in the 12th house and I mean, everything.
Question: We have the Jupiter Uranus conjunction coming.
What do you think this means for someone who will have Jupiter Uranus conjunct in their 6th with natal Mars exact opposite?
Health crisis? Instant health issue?
@soup you described me so thanks for asking! I have been crazy into learning about natural health remedies. Of course I am not pretending to know what Uranus will ultimately have in store. It's also 4 degrees past my natal Taurus moon.