In a situation where I need a private room to talk, lol.
How does it feel to want, Elsa?
A guy my husband and his brother knew in the Army in the 80's came to visit. They were all stationed in Germany for a time.
We got these - total surprise. Haven't seen him in all these years. He had a kid in Germany and goes their twice a year to visit. I was surprised at these. HUGE.
@hades-moon yes! Giant, heavy mugs. One of those beers would drown me, but what a fine surprise!
@hades-moon they're so heavy. I can't imagine traveling with these. He had 4 (2 couples). He's going to Octoberfest this year as well. I wonder how many he brings back.
I bought a desk, which means I have to put it together. Libra is trying to decide if I should start crying now, or if it can wait.
If any of you are the prayer type, I need it now. I was just interviewed about my abuser by a major publication. I can't believe I wrote all that. It will use pseudonyms for everyone and obscure other details, but some things he was so well known for he'll know it's about him and others might, too. He is probably going to sue me but I'm not that scared. It's going to fuck up work and school for a while. But he's already in some trouble, and I have receipts for everything.
There's a distant element of organized crime in this. I don't think they'll have a reason to come after me because I didn't mention them or their person who's involved. I'm not up in their business, only my enemy's. What, you're going to kill me because so-and-so's friend tried to stick his dick where it doesn't belong? He's your problem, not me. I'm still worried though. Iykyk.
But idgaf. He's offended since me. He needs to fucking STOP. Pluto is opposing the guy's Sun. Like, right now. I was feeling strong and thinking if I could hold his feet to the fire, now would be the perfect time. Within days, I woke up to a message from the author about this piece. Taxman's here, buddy!
@rusalka It doesn't sound like he's have a case when he's not named. Most likely he'll feel shame. This sounds like Saturn in Pisces... dreaming up fears. Because you're way to smart of have implicated yourself.
My husband's first sergeant from when he was in the AF, back when we were teenagers, just lost his brother. No one found him for five days. He had to clean up. 🙁
We also know his sister. She's the gal who sent her son to stay with us for a couple or three weeks, twice.
I think this is the Mercury in Cancer opp Pluto. More news coming; I can feel it.
@elsa That s horrific. It's bad enough to lose someone, it's quite another to see what death does to your dear ones.
"I think this is the Mercury in Cancer opp Pluto. More news coming; I can feel it."
OOOOO watching for this...
@nona damned, family news... now it's shifting.
I really think there is something up with this... to be played out with Mars Uranus, later.
It propelled me to write three newsletters, for three days, with my hands on fire.
But I don't know if it's personal to me or otherwise, as far as what I'm feeling goes.