I have Lilith in Aries in the First House, trine Venus and square Jupiter. I have no idea what this means for me!

Lilith (12th house) is a very prominent part of my chart. I used to have absolutely no idea, I bumped into her from out of nowhere (scorp energy woke her up) and I had to study the hell out of her and my sexuality and my psyche to understand what was happening to me and to prevent myself from flying around like a loose canon. I had to not only try and figure out Lilith's true motives but also give her her rightful place in my everyday life. She has a 'say' in everything and I can safely say she has the biggest influence on my conscience and the way I perceive life. I am actually very annoyed by the (ancient) stories about her being a demon of some sort or a succubus. She represents female strength (which has been demonized as such for centuries) and if you are in touch with your own sexuality (and own it) you get access to strength, wisdom, tenderness, insight, etc. It has a dramatic effect on your health in a positive way. 

I could go on about this forever because I've somehow managed to turn my sexuality into something more 'flowing' than just the urge to get it on that distracted me a lot. I pulled my sexual energy up from my 2nd chakra, where it's been stuck and kicking for years, up to the far end of my spine and now I feel electrified with an energy I've never felt before. It feels like I'm surrounded by warm water all the time that is also carrying me. It's a weird experience because I've been extremely anxious and at times depressed since childhood. This process happened over the course of 12 months and it was an intense experience, an emotional roller coaster to say the least. Hardest part was to protect my privacy from too nosy people who could probably smell I was going through a process that not only made me stronger but also less vulnerable to negative energy. No one was able to dump their shit in my yard anymore and that caused a lot of drama, because suddenly everyone around me was responsible for their own shit. Pfhew. They've been trying to dump things back on me for months in a row, but it's useless. I've been a junk yard all my life and I quit.

Lilith in Capricorn in the 11th house...sextile mercury. She's a bit uptight, conservative and socially awkward.

My Lilith is in Scorpio. We are in touch, she and I. I have no choice, I'm over-dosed on 8th house energy as it is. 😛

@Libra Noir...I kinda always want to hug you, on general principle, but ouch.

You do have that midnight glow. That grace that only massive levels of pain can grant.

You "look" fantastic, by the way. I always value the perspective your experiences have given you.

I have Lilith in Scorpio, and Venus conjunct Pluto, to boot. Looking over my old photos...

Yes. I reek of sex. Dark, dripping, nasty freak sensuality. Nothing about my look conveys this *except* my energy.

I think this is also why captive prostitutes (not "willing" -- just imprisoned slaves) is one of my biggest hot button causes.

Oh I could do some crazy on "pimps" like those...and that imaginary violence for justice "does it for me" in a way that isn't sexual, but is utterly so.

Does that make any sense?

Thanks, eixander:) I don't really know what to say, just thanks:)