Hello Astro Fairies,

I was active on this forum around the pandemic era. At the time I was feeling constantly burdened by Pluto on my Asc. Life has been living or I have been living the life, I do not know, but I survived it thus far. 
Pluto entering 1st house was supposed to help me feel lighter, more hopeful and positive. 

Which was the case for a brief time, but today I feel down again. Want to stay curled up in bed and not do anything. 

Now I miss the Capricorn energy which kept me working and moving like a machine. Hahah. 

I feel extremely lousy about being single at 36. Not ever getting close to a proposal. I know this might be good and things could have been worse. But my mind doesn’t feel that way. It makes me feel like I have failed at life. 

Most days I do not let it affect me, but not today.