I feel stupid when I do something I knew I shouldn't! The backlash hits and I've no one to blame?
I tend to move around too quickly which occasionally results in accidents/injury. I feel really stupid when this happens, knowing that my pain or mess was self inflicted.
Me too! I'm super klutzy, and have a reflexive tendancy to scream whenever I drop something or knock something over. And I pile up information quickly in my head only to miss or forget an important detail later.
Also, being stupidly overconfident. I always thought I had a back as strong as an ox. I sit here now recovering from having my dog's chiropractor fix My Back -- and rib, shoulder, hip, and neck! -- while he was here today. No one to blame but myself for not keeping fit by doing all those physical projects!
@warped 😄Ohh gosh, I relate to everything you’ve said. I even do the reflexive scream!
Glad I'm not the only one! Another thing that makes me feel stupid is irrational mental blocks and delusional thinking. Can I blame Neptune? Ever since Neptune began its transit of my 2nd house, I went from obsessive vigilance about earning and maximizing finances to laziness, procrastination, fear of investing, neglect of keeping on top of it all. I also made some stupid self- sabotaging choices out of boredom or nostalgia or something. Nothing horrifying like drugs or crime, but impulsive moves, unrealistic projects, inertia, "leaving money on the table," even letting down a friend who had saved my life years ago, when she really needed the help I owed her and had promised.
It's only by the merciful hand of God that this unworthy soul has so much to be thankful for.
@warped Neptune is a tricky one, for sure. Transit Neptune is in my first house and I think it’s made me delusional concerning my brother. I keep thinking that we’ll have a chat and he will be consistently nice. There’s no way this will happen as long as he is drinking and it’s stupid and self destructive for me to believe otherwise. I’ve got to try and ignore Neptune and ignite transit Saturn in the first.
You are a lot more worthy than you give yourself credit for. Your care for the vulnerable; both humans and creatures, is very special indeed. You are deserving of God’s hand ❤️.
Thank you so much, you're so sweet to say that. I'd certainly say those words apply to you, particularly in your idealism and hope for your brother. Perhaps that chat will happen when you least expect it, busy with your own life.
Losing my temper makes me feel stupid. Sometime I just feel like I have no better option! T. Mars hit my Mars opp Uranus today and my anger got unleashed! I do wish I could express myself better with words rather than raising my voice or threatening violence.