oanney said
@fade what a great story! glad it turned out alright for you, it really sounds dreamy to me but you already have that dreaminess in your chart l guess, l hope the rest of the transits to your planets will bring more good stuff!l have a weight issue now, l have stopped smoking and l put on 6 kgs in 5 months, trying hard to keep this under control with food and sports...but ok not easy loosing the weight! l keep believing one day l will, this is not the worst...
@momof5 thanks for sharing! l think it would be easier to see changes in someone's behavior in a way then see yourself clearly. l hope your stepdaughter will be ok! She has a lot on her plate for sure...sounds tough if she already has issues...
What do you mean by dreamy? All of the Pisces/Neptune influence? I've never thought of it that way but you're right
Smoking is a habit I've actually picked up during my Neptune transits, now that I think of it! Good for you for quitting. I want to try the gum but I thoroughly enjoy destroying my lungs for some reason. I quit for awhile and started cleaning a lot earlier this year, and the return of my taste and smell senses was lovely. Maybe fall in love with cooking, and learn to prepare things that are super healthy and flavorful! (says the person who burns green beans) 
neptune to my mars getting ever closer... energy... lacking
i dont know if i just need a vaccation right now (i do) but i dont have the same drive i did. i just want to float on by. i dont get angry easily. my desires feel very much out of reach.
life is seemingly stable still, but i feel like everything could come crumbling down tomorrow if i blink long enough. i feel adrift, wondering where im going to land once all is said and done.
trying to keep myself healthy, mentally and physically. i dont have an addiction and not planning on developing one! my mind is trippy enough right now as is, i feel like 1 puff of something and id land on neptune itself.
@redro So glad it will be over for you soon yay! it ahs been going on for a while indeed l've seen some posts. l wonder if you will feel the change next year l hope so and l am curious to see how it will play out for you!
l think it also depends a lot how you are wired. l am used to going for things straight line and getting them, this doesn't work now so that can be frustrating. So far so good.. in all this confusion things will become clear l hope. l used to work with film and l am really thinking of going back and doing just that.
@fade yes the Pisces in your chart 
oh no you took up smoking :/ it's a tough drug to quit!!
..l quit after 20 years and l can't believe l did it! before my pr moon went into the 8th h l read it's easy to quit bad habits l didn't believe it but it did work.
@strawb. sorry to hear you feel so lost, you can share here on the 'l feel so lost' thread 😉 haha
you also have Virgo so l guess there is more to come!
Neptune is squaring my 12th house Sun/Mercury in Gemini. It's been draining especially at the beginning but it has worn down rough edges in my personality. I think I'm a nicer person.
I have trouble "finding my word" like I will be talking about something and I can't think of a simple word and the other person says it for me. So frustrating especially since my 12th house Mercury is frustrating anyway. It took one year exactly for me to get across to our purchasing dept. that we need to order one part that we had been making ourselves. Gah....I wish I was kidding.
oanney said
@strawb. sorry to hear you feel so lost, you can share here on the 'l feel so lost' thread 😉 haha
you also have Virgo so l guess there is more to come!
haha, thanks oanney. yeah, i feel like im going to be saying that a lot
there is more to come. im just getting started
ive got mutable planets all the way to the end of the respective signs
edit: and i just had to say, DITTO, on the apathy ruts. sometimes i think im getting milder too,but i think ive just stopped caring as much, or just no energy to fight the pain.
@Tam! being a nicer person, that sounds good to me indeed watch out not to be taken advantage of, funny story at your work haha!!
Having sun/merc already in the 12 h is a blur (l guess) now with Neptune on top of it must be even more confusing..did you think of taking up painting ..? l am making music again and l also make illustrations but that doens't go as good now with my pr Aries moon..
l read that the beginning of the transits feels most confusing and l think there are always other transits that come to aid Saturn is one of them! Hope it will give a sense of reality!
@Strawb hang in there !! you are not alone 😉 there is always something good to be gained from such amazing transits we just have to the bright spot in all of this, also pain can be beautiful if you can put it to some good use...
it's going to be a 'crazy' period l think with Jup Virgo, Sat Sadge and Neptune Pisces all meeting up for a party, can't wait !