I have been in a fog for years. Jupiter and MC in virgo.. Probably does not help with my scorp stellium in the 12th house. I hate it!!.. I am so used to being "sharp" ambitious, and driven. Now I am just in the sea , like I am just floating along with the tide. UGG!!!

 While my husband is in rehab I decided I was going to kick my butt in gear and do a total clean out of my home. Not happening yet. I just cant wake up.

Opalina said
 I have been in a fog for years. Jupiter and MC in virgo.. Probably does not help with my scorp stellium in the 12th house. I hate it!!.. I am so used to being "sharp" ambitious, and driven. Now I am just in the sea , like I am just floating along with the tide. UGG!!!

 While my husband is in rehab I decided I was going to kick my butt in gear and do a total clean out of my home. Not happening yet. I just cant wake up.  

Just chip away at it. Like before you wash your hands, clean the sink. While waiting on the microwave, put away something. A commercial comes on tv, fold the clothes. It need not be an hours-long ordeal.

If you dust at dusk it doesn't take as long! Virgo Moon joke 

I'm a Pisces. Come join us at the beach!

Tam said

Just chip away at it. Like before you wash your hands, clean the sink. While waiting on the microwave, put away something. A commercial comes on tv, fold the clothes. It need not be an hours-long ordeal.

If you dust at dusk it doesn't take as long! Virgo Moon joke   

Ahhhhhhhh!!!!! That’s the Virgo-est moon thing ever LOLOLOLOL. The opposite is being totally zen and focusing on the one task and being complete with it. Virgo/Pisces

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NotMyCircus said
This summer I think I’ve been feeling the first winds of Neptune opposite Mercury. I have my Mercury @ 23 Virgo.

All summer I have been losing keys, my phone, made a couple of late payments on the car because I thought I confirmed my payment or just flat-out forgot! For awhile I had a client who secretly smoked weed for pain (illegally). At home I had a glass of wine or a liquor shot many nights to blow off stress or unwind. The past year or so I’ve been garbling up my words whenI get flustered.

This worries me. I work in healthcare and cannot afford to have Neptune messing with me. What to do?? Write fiction? Do yoga? Color? ???

Is there hope or am I going to wind up walking down the street two years from now in my undies talking to myself and utterly out of my mind??  

You’ve had a rough year. You’re going to be ok. It sounds like you’re just trying to establish new ground all out of necessity! 

You just went through so much, NMC. Its going to take some time to adjust to your loss. There is a lot of soul searching that goes on after someone close dies. Its a hard process, so if some things get overlooked, thats just normal.

I think you need to embrace the Neptune energy. Its true Neptune can be Malefic, but it is also a great healer of your soul through faith, music, dance, art, massage, swimming, etc. You should give those feelings a place in your life now.

I have to laugh that you mentioned Color. My sister the nurse was just talking about how therapeutic adult coloring books are. I know nothing about them, but the times when my soul was really pained in my life, I did oil painting to let out my feelings. It really helped me make it through the dark times.