My husband is in a part of the country he absolutely loathes. Everything he has to go into one of these two states, his entire mood changes. His mood is not good, that's for sure.
I don't consider my husband to be moody. Deep, yes. Moody, now. But anyone who knows anyone with a Scorpio Moon, knows the person can brood. So every time my husband drives into one of these states (they're adjacent to each other, so it's usually both) - I know it's going to be ugly. It's like a darkness descends on him, I'm not kidding.
So he's there now...he's been there through Christmas. I called him in the middle of the day. He'd just stopped to pray a rosary...he did it to help lift the depression that was coming on him. My husband is not depressed. Ever.
Well, I think it did help. I called just as soon as he finished. I was in good mood, so I chatted with him about various things, but he is still there...for days now.
Lila has occasional seizures and had one last night. It's upsetting to all of us, but really my husband just hates being in these states and that's what he say. "I hate being here, I don't like it at all, I can't wait to get the fuck out of here..."
He has no idea how or why anyone would want to live there. He's simply unnerved and disturbed and wants to get in and get out as quick as he can.
So today I asked him, 'What is it that you sense?"
"I don't know. It's everywhere around here. It's in the air, it's in the ground here..." He reiterated how it was beyond him how anyone would choose to live there. "It's been this way awhile," he said...
"Is it evil? Is that what you sense?"
"Yeah, it's evil. It's evil, I don't know what. But it's nothing I want to be anywhere near. I can't wait to away from it. I hate this part of the country and look forward to the day when I never have to step foot in it again..."
I don't want to name these states. Many of you live there...but it's not CA and it's not NY.
This has been going on (his driving there) for close to ten years now, it's always the same. He goes in...and I don't expect him to feel good...until he goes out.
Sometimes he stuck for a couple of weeks. He's headed on an 1100 mile trip that will get him out of there, tomorrow.
It's weird for me. Ben's mother, Lila's seizure (she lie on top me - all 45# of her for three hours last night, and my husband, who invariably sounds like he's calling from some kind of hell on earth...plus the guy coming and going to fix the house (he's sick) and I don't know what else.
We'll be so glad to move.
A lot of people feel that way about my home state. Many people who are from here, just want to get the fuck out! Personally it doesn't get to me, I love it here. But just about everyone I grew up with has left and gone elsewhere. It kinda sucks, I wish more of my friends would stick around. When they come home for the holidays, they're just itching to get away, and I often times don't even see them because they're in and out so quick, just spending time with family and then outta here.
When I lived in Florida, I sometimes felt that way about it. On the surface it was 'beachy', but underneath it's dirty, dirty, dirty.
And I just read the other day that Florida is the state where the most child abuse happens. I can believe that. I miss the beach and all, but there is a part of me that knows I shouldn't ever go back there.
I wanna know about the creepy, evil states!! It can't be NJ, we are full of Italians and Catholics, and have a Republican governor, lol. 
Let me guess -- Nevada
Goldie said
When I lived in Florida, I sometimes felt that way about it. On the surface it was 'beachy', but underneath it's dirty, dirty, dirty.
I have a theory on this.
I think this sensation is very strongly related to swamps. It is, at least, for me. Immobile, black water not going to anywhere. Many religious beliefs around the World seem to make this connection, too, and I think I originally made this realization reading about pre-Christian believes of Mari People living at the Ural Region and still practising some shamanistic religious ways that probably were more widespread all across Eurasia.
We have large area of swamps where I'm from, I don't go anywhere near the swamps, because I feel something there. Florida is the same. There are all those supposedly pretty residential areas with channels which I just found creepy. And sure enough, the short period I was there, there was a freak murder at one of them just 10 miles inland to where I stayed (by The Ocean, which is too big to hold that energy, so, pure and relaxing to me). Venice, Italy, has that undercurrent of evil too.
It would be interesting to know whether these areas that make Rhino uncomfortable have been swamps.