I don't know if I should be crediting this stellium or not but it's being very nice to my Gemini Venus and Libra Mars. I have been laughing A LOT. Everything is funny to me. I'm even being easy on myself and usually I'm the opposite. It's nice to have the pressure off of my Cancer planets. It's almost like when severe pain dissipates and things feel extra good because you forgot what it was like.

Second house. I’m really thinking about the things I value, which are being kind of presented to me as archetypes as opposed to literal, material things. What’s been happening is that I’ve pretty much got a clear picture of the archetypes that I feel resonance with and seeing where they fit into the material plane. I’m asking myself a lot, which thing in the world embodies that archetype. I’m very surprised (and am also surprised at how little Im disturbed by this) to get the answers because in many ways, it’s a 180 from my previous worldview, but oddly doesn’t negate the old view. It’s almost like I’m seeing things from the other side of the looking glass, which I do feel is an Aquarian thing. It’s honestly really trippy. 

I feel great Most of it is in my 3rd and It's my Jupiter return so I'm pretty chatty. 

It is in my 5^th house. Different house systems place transiting Saturn in the 5^th or still in the 4^th. First of all, I can really feel the difference of Capricorn planets out of my 4^th house. It has been a looong period of very much hard work, also rewarding, but did it have to be that much work? Still wondering… I know Capricorn requires work, I guess it caught me unprepared somehow… One thing is to know you’re gone have to work hard and another thing is to become the list of tasks. The list was long and the task difficult, although I could see later why it was necessary and I could feel gratefullness for the lessons.

This shift of energy (plus/ minus Saturn) in the 5^th for the moment makes me more compassionate towards myself… I am someone prone to put a lot of pressure on myself, caring too much about other people’s opinion. Now something is shifting… I’ve been through a small surgery these days, so this is not coming just like that, is also on this health background. This is new for me. And it was very hard to do with that Capricorn in the 4^th, plus my Scorpio Saturn in the 2^nd doesn’t help either. So, yeah… learning self-compassion… taking it slowly, more focus on myself and how I feel (especially), listening to how I feel and respecting that.

I’ve been through a long psychotherapy (almost 2 years), and lately starting to feel that connection with my inner child… Under this stellium, I hope to deeply connect and get back my lost inner child. In this regard, not much to mention, just my wish that this energy will help me with this.

The Aquarius stellium is/ will be opposing my Venus-Mars conjunction in Leo. I’m curious how will this unfold…

As for creativity, I’m considering (more in my head than doing it – natal Uranus in the 3rd) how can I live more according to my heart’s desire, to be myself, a more accepting self and a freer one. I feel somehow caged at this moment… inside and outside.

I continue to have interesting consults. in some cases, shocking.

I am also trying to wake from long 12th house coma transits. 

How's it going now?

I gave a lot of space around me, it seems.  It's been very cold here, for weeks now.  Saturn in Aquarius might denote that. Anyway, it's like an enforced independence.