Lilith is associated with "sexual energy,the taboo and forbidden fruit",according to astrology in action.
Do you feel like you're aware of and in touch with your Lilith? What is your Lilith sign,house placement and aspects?
Mine are:
Lilith in Aries in 5H,unaspected. Feeling pretty much in touch with,aware of and in control of my Lilith.
Lilith in Virgo, 3rd House, close to my South Node. I'm still figuring much of this out.
Lilith in Scorpio in the 10th house. I'm hoping that one day I'll feel as sexual as this position is. Especially since it's conjunct Pluto.
Lillith in Cancer in the 1st house, square Aries Moon.Jup, and trine MC.
(my Mars is in Cancer, as well, but on the other side of my ASC in the 12H)
I'm in touch in that nothing I like is too taboo or forbidden (at least in my own mind). The trouble I run into is that I exude too much of it, and I am finding that men assume I'm demure (Cancer rising), when I'm anything but.
Sun/Pluto/mc conjunct Lilith in the 10 th house. I think it's a pretty powerful placement for me. I don't really know how to make the best of it. I think it's brought more pain than anything else in my chart. I feel rejected by men as a whole.
It's in Sagittarius in my 7th, aspecting nothing.
When I was in my early 20's I did a lot of exploring of my sexuality, and dabbled in some things that most would consider taboo.
Checked an ephemeris - Pluto would have been crossing my Lillith right around that time, but of course being in my 7th house, maybe it was more about that. I was exploring my relationships with other people and with the world, often through sexuality.