Is there anything you're working on?
1000% self care. He won't have it any other way. I have never had a demanding husband. Until we moved here. Suddenly he decided he was in charge of everything lol including my every move. Well, that went over like a led balloon. But I knew he was on to something.
He meal preps every food we put in our mouths. It is by calorie and nutrition. 😳 In meal prep containers. He stands in the kitchen and measures salmon... he fills the containers according to carbs, fats, protein. Like a mad scientist. He goes to the store and buys specific foods to rotate this every couple of days and this food stays in rotation.
My Taurus moon wants a piece of Chocolate cake. This will never happen until I can show that the doc takes me off this medication I was put on in March. That ambulance ride scared him to death..... there is a treadmill 2 feet from me and I better be on it walking X amount of times a day until I am back to who knows what....COS I AM STILL AGING like we all are.
He is truly driving me insane. But, in all my life no one has ever taken care of me but my grandmother. I did the caretaking. I don't need this kind of care. I am fine. But this is what I am working on whether I like it or not. If I drink a coffee I am expected to offset it with the same amount of water, if I sit down to read, I am expected to devote the same amount of time to exercise. 😳
Do I do it? Yes and no. When it's too much I shout... you are crossing the line. And he backs up for a whole hour. He was always in a professional environment for work. But he was also a professional soccer player (when he was younger) and a coach all his life. I have both in my house right now... 24/7.
He claims we have no one here and we have to take care of each other. I did all that before we moved. I had no idea he was like this.
Master? My health before Pluto sits in Aquarius for the next 20 something which will be until the end of my life.
btw... this is not lost on me.
Pluto Square Sun Transit
When transiting Pluto forms a square aspect with your natal sun, you will become initiated into a cathartic process dredging up subconscious fears and desires. This time period will bring challenges in the form of powerful authority figures and relational partners who can be manipulative and disempowering to you. You will need to be aware of the power dynamics of your relationships as you can become pulled into a battle of wills in which you or the other person attempts to claim power over the other.
You may also have to face challenges from societal forces that appear to be acting against you. At its best, this transit will force you to discover the inner strength (here is the part where I become ruthless and kick someone's ass into hell haha) within you to resiliently persist in pursuit of your core purpose in life. You may feel consumed by compulsive desires or feel like you are lost in darkness at times. It is through fully committing to actualizing your purpose that you will rediscover your inner light and sense of personal empowerment.
So, I will eat this food. Until I don't.
@soup What a great support your husband is. It’s like you have your own personal coach 😄. Very cool.
@hades-moon I love him for it. I really do. Sometimes it's a little too much. It's rare I say anything though.
My priority is similar to soup’s. I’m working on self-preservation and maintaining my equilibrium.
I have some health issues which are out of my control. All I can do is is eat well, exercise and try to not let anxiety consume me.
It is a time where I must put my own needs first in order to survive. I cannot afford to allow negative entities to bring me down. I also have not been able to be there for certain people because I have so much battles of my own which leave me out of steam. If I got involved with other’s battles my health would suffer, and I can’t risk that.
I am working on my mind, body & soul. A rebirth will follow, and I hope to be better than I was, before all the negativity/ loss/suffering occurred.
@hades-moon Yes. To all of it. I lived for everyone and took care of everyone and while I do not regret it at all I didn't do anything for myself. Didn't go get my hair done or go to the doc like I should have... no pampering at all... but beyond that. It isn't about pampering. Just basic care.
I also need to find a way (time) to workout on some level of a regular basis. But my major challenge, is adapting to the ways life is changing here (Inside my particular home). I've really got to recalibrate.
Just like soup and Hades Moon, I am working on keeping my head above water and maintaining an upward trajectory. I feel Saturn in Pisces has made this extra hard for me, the constant juxtaposition of sink/swim.