My health started spiraling down around thanksgiving 2015 to the point of coming within weeks of death my T cells where almost non-existent; I did not know. The first week of January I was diagnosed with HIV AIDS and was brought back from the point. Within a week of being discharged from pneumonia I landed back with meningitis. After all those treatments I had all kinds of ailments even warts on my neck and face. I healed and 6 months later as I write this question I’m back in a hospital bed with what ended up being a parasite after spinal taps and MRIs the doctors were thinking it was a lymphoma: cancer!
My Sun is in Virgo. My question would then be, what can I attribute this wonderful learning experience to? Jupiter’s passing through Virgo or a precursor to my demise as I was born with a 12th house Aquarius?
Since I’ve been following your 12th house Pluto transit in hopes of answers from the “unknown” I’m wondering if you have survival pointers for this transit: I’m mortified. I honestly don’t think I’ll survive it.
Best regards and lots of love,
Hi, Virgo. I’m sorry for all you’ve been through. If I were in your shoes, I’d be wondering about my survival as well. However, I’d not count you out just yet!
First, your Moon is conjunct Pluto in Scorpio. You have clear regenerative abilities as has been proven by what’s transpired during this ordeal. You also have Saturn in Scorpio. When I put these things together, I’d say you’re hard to kill!
Now as for the lesson or the learning, that’s a good question and the right one to be asking. Saturn in Sagittarius is squaring your stellium in Virgo, including your Sun or your life force. He’s also squaring Mercury, ruler of your Sun and health and tests and all this running around. Saturn creates pressure. You’re being pushed down. You’re pushing back, which is the right thing to do. But besides that, you’ll benefit by searching for meaning (Sagittarius) at this time. Writing me is part of this but you have to go deeper.
First, get rid of all traces of feeling like a “victim” as that’s a trap. You want to go higher. What’s this mean in your life? AIDS?
Clarity will be easier to come by if you can transcend your fear as well. Clearly, you may die. But you may not die. If you don’t die, what does this MEAN? And what service can you offer?
I mean that last sentence. You’re a Virgo. You don’t get a day off! Saturn is transiting 10th house at this time. How might you set an example for people at this time?
I’ll give you an idea. We had a little exchange behind the scenes. Your writing and your manner is exemplary. Seriously, I’ve enjoyed this exchange with you, beyond all others in the last year, anyway. You’re freakishly nice and considerate. Isn’t that something?
It is something. There you are, flat on your back. You’re impressing me; a person who almost completely lacks the ability to be impressed. Surely there is a reason you should be spared. Look for it! I think you’ll break through.
To reiterate – these are the keys – you are actively seeking. You are not a victim, paralyzed by fear.
Also, you’re thinking about death. Try thinking about life and death. What will you do if you survive? Plan (Saturn) for the future (Sagittarius) as if you have one. Because you very well may.
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