I have writing publicly for more than 10 years and gone through various phases during this time. I remember when the Pluto transit to my Sun started coming in; this would have been early 2002, I think. I was in a yoga class at the time. My class was full of people who worked for United Airlines or at least it had been, prior to September 11th. Half my class lost their jobs by September 15th, when they closed a reservations center here in the aftermath of the tragedy.
I wrote about how I felt as Pluto slowly moved into aspect to my Sun. Specifically, I mentioned moving from near the front of the yoga class to the back corner of the room by the exit. I was dying, see?
My daughter was becoming ill at that time. This started the process of decay and I no longer could bear being in the center of anything.
I also noticed that Aquarians began to avoid me and I wrote about it. I was regretful about this because I like Aquarians. Both my parents are mega-Aquarians but I could plainly see I was becoming far too dark and heavy to be someone they could relate to. Basically I was sinking into a well and knowing astrology, I knew I was going to be gone awhile.
I am through that phase now. The lights are back on. I am living amongst decay but very fortified, personally.
There are all kinds of phases people go through. Phase of rebellion for example. Years of paranoia. Whatever.
This is something I keep in mind as a consultant. You meet a person at a certain time in their life. It is not always going to be the way it is for them in that moment.
What kind of phase of life are you in? Can you match the astrology?