So Mars and Lilith are both conjunct your Cancer ascendant from your 12th house? Well that sounds rather intense. Not many people are familiar with Lilith, even on here it seems that people are hesitant to discuss it. I have Lilith in my first house conjunct Pluto and and they are both conjunct my Scorpio ascendant. I've read that Lilith has rather Scorpionic and Plutonic energy herself so I would think that having Lilith conjunct your ascendant would be similar to Pluto being conjunct the ascendant in certain ways. To be honest I've read some of your posts and you do seem to have a Scorpionic or Plutonian personality, not a bad thing at all. So based on my own chart and experiences, along with what I've read about Lilith I would say that you're a bit of a temptress? Not to flatter you or play on your ego too much but perhaps you're very desirable among other people in your life. Sexuality might be like a game to you and you are possibly quite manipulative (this is based on what I've read and also based on my own experiences) 

https://elsaelsa.com/astrology/chiron-rules-charisma/

That's a good one. Go through the comments section as well. I guess you grab eyeballs going by how others stated their case.

Fibuceus said
So Mars and Lilith are both conjunct your Cancer ascendant from your 12th house? Well that sounds rather intense. Not many people are familiar with Lilith, even on here it seems that people are hesitant to discuss it. I have Lilith in my first house conjunct Pluto and and they are both conjunct my Scorpio ascendant. I've read that Lilith has rather Scorpionic and Plutonic energy herself so I would think that having Lilith conjunct your ascendant would be similar to Pluto being conjunct the ascendant in certain ways. To be honest I've read some of your posts and you do seem to have a Scorpionic or Plutonian personality, not a bad thing at all. So based on my own chart and experiences, along with what I've read about Lilith I would say that you're a bit of a temptress? Not to flatter you or play on your ego too much but perhaps you're very desirable among other people in your life. Sexuality might be like a game to you and you are possibly quite manipulative (this is based on what I've read and also based on my own experiences)   

It's very possible that I have a Plutonian personality, or at least outwardly seem to. At the very least, I attract a ton of Scorpionic/Plutonian energy. The vast majority of my love relationships have been with excessively plutonian/scorpionic men.... example: one guy had 5 planets in Scorp with Sun/Pluto/Venus being three of them... four of them being personal. For whatever reason, despite being a Gemini, they trust me. *shrug*.

I'm definitely not sexually manipulative. I'm not outwardly aware of my sexual energy with people at all, honestly. I do recognize that I attract attention at times, but I always assume in the moment there's something on my face, or my skirt is tucked into my underwear or something. lol.

I will intentionally "cover up" (Might be Venus in Taurus, too) at times, to avoid negative attention. I love head-to-toe cover, which is why I love winter clothing. I can be anonymous(ish). I wore a cleavage-y shirt out the other day because I was in love with the shirt, and a guy literally tripped over himself in front of me. Men were acting pied-piperesque around me. It actually made me super uncomfortable. I had other errands to run, but I went home and changed first. lol. In that case, it was obvious why I was getting weird attention. Most of the time, I'm not wearing anything risky... so I don't jump to sexual energy as an answer.

Wondering if the difference between you and I, Fibuceus, is that your planets are in the 1st and mine in the 12th? 

I would be thrilled to hear that people find me sexually appealing. hah. Because it seems almost impossible.

I've had men tell me I was striking or shocking. My roommate, when he and I first met, he said he couldn't stop looking at me, because there was something extreme and intense about my "look". He said I was "smoking hot". I took it as a huge compliment because he's a very good looking guy, himself.

It's not the first time I've heard that. Far from it. It just never sinks in. I don't believe it, tbh, cos I don't *feel* sexy or sexual... at all. lol. I feel super clumsy and clunky. Neptune opposing my ASC/Mars/Lillith, and having everything in the 12th probably waters it down a lot. Just my guess.

orchidorchid said
Wondering if the difference between you and I, Fibuceus, is that your planets are in the 1st and mine in the 12th? 

I would be thrilled to hear that people find me sexually appealing. hah. Because it seems almost impossible.

I've had men tell me I was striking or shocking. My roommate, when he and I first met, he said he couldn't stop looking at me, because there was something extreme and intense about my "look". He said I was "smoking hot". I took it as a huge compliment because he's a very good looking guy, himself.

It's not the first time I've heard that. Far from it. It just never sinks in. I don't believe it, tbh, cos I don't *feel* sexy or sexual... at all. lol. I feel super clumsy and clunky. Neptune opposing my ASC/Mars/Lillith, and having everything in the 12th probably waters it down a lot. Just my guess.  

I was actually just thinking about the 12th v. 1st house thing haha......I had forgotten that you said yours was 12th house. From what you describe that definitely sounds like 12th house planets in action. My pluto is in 12th house but my Lilith is first so in my case it's a little hard to differentiate between the two. From what I've read about the 12th house, the closer to the ascendant a planet is, the less of a secret it becomes. So from how you describe yourself it seems like your Lilith is similar to my Pluto. My Pluto is four degrees from my ascendant, so even though it's in the 12th it's not very hidden. I believe we become aware of the traits associated with planets in the 12th house at a time based on their placement in that house. So if my Pluto were to be placed at the very start of my 12th I may have had to go awhile longer in life before I discovered Pluto's powers in me. So I imagine that Lilith is the same for you, can you post your chart on here?