Incidently, my voice has gotten quite deep in the last few years. I can now comfortably hit a B2 /p>
I finally worked out my thoughts on this. https://elsaelsa.com/astrology/pluto-revisits-capricorn-sept-1st-nov-19-2024-nail-in-the-coffin-or-back-from-the-dead/
I am observing something new in me and I do not know if this is Pluto or anything else :
Over the past months, I finally learnt to let go and do not get involved anymore emotionally with complex / negative / toxic / power struggle situations especially at work. I put distance with people and situations that are not positive or fair to me, i move on and this feels so good... this ability and feeling are very new to me.
Putting distance with unfair / toxic people and situations was extremely painful and almost felt deeply wrong in my mind (Moon in cancer) before but now I guess the lesson is learnt... I let them follow their path and I follow mine with a new deep faith in this process. I accept to see what actually is and what is not, with no more expectations. I also better trust and value my perceptions.
Life was probably willing me to experience this since this has led me over the past 6 months to very positive new situations and amazing new people...
It's pretty clear, there will be at least one more death around me. I personally feel i will be okay, but deeply affected. There is no way I'm looking forward to this, but feel Pluto in Aquarius is no picnic either. This could be the death of "realness" for the rest of my life.
I noticed one thing. Whenever outer planet hits late degrees of a sign, I do not feel it as much as when it moves to the next sign and then retrogrades back. When Uranus was in late degrees of Aries and moved to Taurus, I was pretty much OK but when it retrograded back to 28 degrees Aries, it is when the wheels fell off.
weirdly after it leaves for good, in November, i'm gonna miss it. so strange. And it really wasn't all good for sure, too much isolation and too many lives /businesses destroyed. But, the isolation was only good if you kept busy in your home, whatever it was: reading, writing, doing puzzles, cleaning, art, gardening, even some small social interaction. It did alot of people in with strong cardinal in the charts. But they're doing better now. some started way before, and others are doing the tail end.