What do you think now?

I literally think about it every single day. I see the news, and I just see it manifesting in reality.
The Pope just forcibly removed the Bishop where I live.

Continuing to do the healing work, battling with the intensity of the trauma shadow at times, you can know it by its quality of feeling unsurmountable, unchanging, with sense of powerlessness and shame, then moments of respite and peace follow, gradual and steady empowerment through survival of the shadow dominating, distorting reality, tricking you then working through episodes to "see" truth of the self and bring the light through. Cycling through, in and out, tiring, while trying to build external foundation simultaneously. Like a computer game, most complex level, battling the past, trauma/shadow, whilst also trying to tune into new Intel, build the future, and manage existence in changing 3d world. Scorpio transits are the deepest with Pluto in Cap, and Saturn in Pisces supporting release, compassion in the moment, but also overwhelm at times. Feel it is coming to an end (Pluto Cap), and actually having the thought, I will miss this period of deep reckoning, the hardest thing I've ever done, amazing and terrible simultaneously. There are reasons humans dissociate, deny, repress, project, split - if you stare the collective and individual trauma (same thing) in the face - embody it, it transfigures you, leads you to your humanity in a way I would never have agreed to consciously, but must have agreed to spiritually. Awe, may be a good word. Glad I can write this today, unsure how many more deep dark plunges ahead. 

I would like to see more people question authority.  In true Pluto fashion this can be devastating but it can also be empowering. That was the biggest overarching theme for me during this transit, which occurred in my 2nd so also emphasized learning to trust myself.