I know it is a strange topic but i have a morbid fascination with it, right now.
I will met this guy that i know for a couple of years. I showed him a picture of my happy place and he wants me to show it to him. We live in different states and met once before covid.
Tonight i dreamd that he strangled me. I loiked at the transit of my natal chart for the day we met and had goosebumbs. Transit Saturn conjunct Asc. And Square Mercury Chiron Conjunction. Transit Venus Mars Conjunction in the 12th Square my natal Pluto in the eight house.
We will met at a lake in a very hidden place
I will post our synastry and transits for the day. He is Leo rising. I am Aquarius rising
This is just a straight up question: do you have a death wish?
I am not asking because I think this is dangerous. I just wonder what kind of bear you're wanting to poke. Are you seeking danger?
Is the chart transit or synastry that bad?
I am usually an anxious person. But not in the last couple of years. When i am looking back it must be since Pluto entered my 12th house. Have dealt and have to deal with toxic stuff, broke with my family, which was long overdue.
Actually no death wish. But i do read a lot about morbid stuff. Was pretty invested in the Petito case.
Please don't judge me.
I am seeking danger... might be..
I'm not judging you. I was curious.
Wow, I would not do it if I were you. I’d meet him someplace public. If you do meet him there I’d tell someone where you are and who you’re meeting. I’d tell him other people know and make sure to have some type of weapon just in case and know how to use it.
I thought about meeting him at a public place too, but the more i look at the transits of the 22nd of February, the more i feel i shouldnt do it at all. Sooo i will listen to my gut and stay at home...