He only sees you as a friend, oh dear. But, you don't mind it which is good.

I value friendship first anyways, like your typical Venus in Aquarius person. Although the way he engages in conversation with me does make me wonder about it sometimes. I just go with it. Lol.

I did have a strange dream last night that he wanted to date someone but told me he couldn't because he had complicated feelings regarding me that he needed to think about first. That made me pause in the dream and is thought provoking in my waking life. It's just odd.

I wonder how old are you both? 

(No that it's determinant, but gives clue?)

He is 45 and I am 30.

Holy shit, I was mentioning to the Saggy that I had kinky thoughts that should be contained when I'm talking to him and that I had thoughts about him that he didn't need to know.

He told me he already knew all of them and did a villianous laugh. I asked if he was sure about that and he came back with that he knew about ones that I haven't even thought of yet. I just said that sounds like there's stuff he wants done to him. 

"shit" was what he said after I said that.

Now that all sounds like he was thinking about stuff I could do to him and he got caught admitting it. Uhhh...that goes way beyond friendship from his end if you ask me. 

I guess we'll have to see. This Pluto/Mars/Venus/Moon (sextiles and trines) and Mars/Mars combo interactions is coming off as very interesting now. And that's all Libra, Sagittarius, and Aquarius energy.

Ooh, so THERE IS hope!