To get back on topic of brainstorming Saturn in Pisces... I really did have a plan Old Man.
That all went to shit as the Tsunami just wiped me out financially. Unless there's a miracle I'm screwed for at least a year, maybe longer just to keep the lights on. IF I can keep the lights on.
I need to get out of the public school system as a sub because the schools are getting worse and more broken since the days of distance learning destroyed any structure. Teachers and subs get paid next to nothing. (I make $135 a day after taxes and that's high. Most districts pay less) God forbid you get your degree in art, music, phys ed or even reading/math resource. Guess what? You're constantly reassigned to cover a general ed class full of unruly disrespectful kids who's parents think school teachers should be doing their job. It's draining and soul sucking. Which is one of the reasons my energetic field was vulnerable and I got sick. My plan was to maybe get into a private school working with special needs kids and hope for better pay or just get out of altogether.
I'm in the process of building my art business back up after spending the last few years in service (read slave). Have a short and long term business plan rolling. Going to be teaching millinery workshop in May. Still living in my art studio to save money and have signed a lease to rent a farmhouse where I want to garden and have bees and small farm stand. So yeah, the plan was get away from evil children, make money making art and have a garden.
Now I feel trapped and crushed. All my money is now going to the DMV and lawyers. I've been crunching numbers as Capricorn does and it's frightening.
Real fear. One person, one dog a bicycle and a lot of bills.
I have natal Saturn in the 12th so I should be used to the wipeout but you never really do see it coming. And faith? I'm usually pretty good at that but depression and fear are the other side of the Saturn/Neptune coin.
I feel its important to take into account the energy of Pluto at 29* Capricorn. It's uber strength Capricorn in the sense of ego and fear about security, but also potent for ego transformation, letting in and being changed by feelings, emotions, soul senses (Cancer). We're also getting cross currents of Pluto in Aquarius which is extremely different energy, hard to describe but sort of 'out of space or time', whereas Capricorn is very much about time. It's a heady mixture of contradictory energy! My advice is don't hold on to worrisome thoughts or feelings, just let the energies all flow along as best you can, rather than think, oh this is it, this is how it will be forever... that's inaccurate and based on the ego trying to stabilise itself amongst the change.
An ending of any type of addiction also becomes possible with Saturn in Pisces.
I have been thinking about this a lot (Saturn/Virgo/9th opposing Sun/Pisces/3rd) and I made this page to capture impressions. Sharing didn’t work but you can make your own and work on it for the next 2.5 years. Ooodles of fun!
At the top of the page ‘Saturn in Pisces’.
Column 1 = Pitfalls
Column 2 = Opportunities/mitigations
Column 3= Pisces Disciplines
Ohio train derailment comes to mind.
Pisces Suns:
Maine
Nebraska
Ohio
Vermont
Florida
Washington
Pisces Moons:
North Dakota
South Dakota
Vermont
Since transit saturn has been in my first, it has been a period of intense learning. It has been a real eye opener and provided me with a good dose of reality (maybe too much 😄). This has not been a time for rest/recreation. Plenty of work and responsibilities, which fortunately I don’t mind.
Initially, I felt stifled/frustrated but now I have surrendered and am more at peace.