@Momof5. thank you for sharing your personal observations and i am very impressed with your data. the majority of my planets are in early or late degrees using equal house system. and i call it the closed loop as the distribution is only in 3 concentrated areas, with 3 planets at 29 degrees, 3 between 0-3.
there is one such area on the border of the 12th aries and 1st taurus, which has and always will be an extreme area of conflict for me, with my ascendant posited at 1 deg and the sun at 3 deg. inertia meets solid wall, a walking contradiction. lucky for me, i have the luxury of some key trines and sextiles, and the 12th house mars can release thru through sport.
the other is a pivotal yod 29 deg uranus sextile 2 deg saturn/jupiter with the point being mars/mercury 29 deg conjunct by minutes. anytime my uranus is aspected so heavily with squares and conjunctions, which has been of late, i want to jump out of my skin, or dive off a cliff.
there are alot of links on this blog over mental illness, that might be a good read:
https://elsaelsa.com/astrology/mental-illness-and-the-movie-black-swan/#comments
https://elsaelsa.com/astrology/are-there-markers-for-mental-disorders-in-a-natal-chart/#comments
Mercury in Pisces conjunct the IC
My mind is restless. It never stops. I can never quite pinpoint what my mind is on because it moves so quickly.
In in heliocentric I have Mercury conjunct Uranus in Sag opposing my Mars
I have ADD and anxiety
tarnishedglitterr said
mercury/saturn: depressed mentality, mental obstacles & insecurities. moon/saturn: emotionally cold/empty, repressed.mercury/uranus: wildly uncontrollable thought patterns. moon/uranus: emotional chaos, bipolar.
mercury/pluto: thinking in extremes, dark tortured mind, sees the bleak ugly truth in everything. moon/pluto: explosive intense emotions.
Would these be all the hard aspects or could good aspects possibly cause these actions as well between these planets?
We are all, by someone's elses definition , crazy. Some of us are crazy by our own definition. There is more gold in each of our minds than hypothetical gold in Fort Knox. It's when we begin to live in our own truth, by our own standard and not by the criteria of the collective society that we can open the vault and take ownership of the treasure. l do not think that you will come to any conclusion about this by chart markers. I think you may find it in the denial of the true expression of your individuality that is found in those placements. Do not be denied. Be who you are, someone else's idea of a life is not the gold standard. If it means you gotta live in your own private Idaho then so be it, Idaho is a beautiful state. Idaho, or death valley, it is our choice really.
My brother's father side has a history of mental illness in their family so I sometimes wonder if he has it.
His Moon aspects are:
Moon Trine Saturn
Moon Trine Uranus
Moon Trine Neptune
Moon Opposition Pluto
His Mercury aspects are:
Mercury Opposition Saturn
Mercury opposition Uranus
Mercury Square Mars
Pluto in the first
Saturn in the 3rd
Uranus in the 3rd
Mercury in the 9th
He's violent for sure,but not sure if he has mental illness or not,goes to extremes when angry though.