I've had my moments of seclusion, but there were few - probably because of the ascendant conj. Pluto in 1H and Jupiter speaking for the whole pack of my 12 house planets. As for the monsters in the basement, I feed and care for them in case I should unleash them on some unfortunate soul that deserves it I'll definitely check out the novels!

Well, it definitely made me think, because it made me show a side I didn't really know myself - I don't like generalizing a single person to a collective, but if it meant basics like what fear feels like, especially not very reasonable, then yes, I'd say it gave me a bit more understanding.

inanna said
it is a stellium including both the ruler of the chart and Nessus' partner Dejaneira and right in the 7th house of partners, so it seems related. His saturn is in early Pisces conjunct the MC, so square Nessus. I think Nessus is one of those factors that is dangerous when unconscious.

By itself, in the trine, I don't see Nessus doing this. Nessus in the square, and Dejanira in the 7th, I can see that.

max

['No restraint on Nessus in the square.']

Hi Poppy, Thanks for asking how I am feeling! tbh, all over the map. I love this person as a long time friend, but am also feeling such disappointment and anger. Not overwhelming, but persistent. I don't talk to him anymore, or well, he doesn't talk to me, so that was sad, but live is full of new and wonderful things right now too that it is important to fully experience rather than soaking myself in someone else's Nessus square 😉 But, yeah, it hurt and it felt good to say it!

See, I have nothing in my natal twelfth house. Right now the processed MC and transiting Saturn so it is all work.

It's interesting how your Pallas works for you and how aware of it you are. Mine is in the Fifth Taurus and I work things out through sitting on the sofa, painting, writing.