@sophiab "This process leads to self compassion and forgiveness, because you discover everyone is traumatised, even your traumatisers, so ultimately there is no one to judge or blame" This commentary 👌 and so Saturn Pisces I believe. Creating something material from the deep consciousness. ✨️
@teeceedee7 This inner change, being in contact with the truth of our vulnerability (wounding), is what can lead to total systemic change. This is what we are doing. Its painful but it has very important context. The difficult bit, apart from facing and acknowledging our own wounding, is how to interact and have relationships with others whilst we are all going through this process. Because right now none of us are 'ourselves', we are in the process of reliving wounding, sometimes consciously, sometimes more unconsciously or a mixture of the two as things progress. This can mean we are using various defences against the realisation of what has happened to us. We need to be open of heart, forgiving, interact with compassion, but also very very boundaried when needed (if people lash out or project blindly in this process), tough love type interaction is needed at times, and that can then trigger guilt, etc. We really are here doing difficult evolutionary work and need to remind ourselves of the context daily.
How are you finding things these days?
@sophiab I'm in trouble. My eye is drawn to North node and chiron in Aries, my 10th house. I'm working for an organization that thrives in public eye, all about reputation, and my public persona is damaged 
. My natal NN is 12th house. I wanna hide.
@teeceedee7 If you want to, let us know what's going on and we can try to offer support 🙂
@sophiab wow! I was so confident about this process in this first post.
Im tender. 
Saturn transiting 9th house of beliefs and Neptune opposing my third house moon with Pluto conjunct my DC. As others are going through, and as you mention systemic change: my everything is coming undone! 
Re-reading our interchange helps me have faith that worthy and worthwhile manifestation will come to be <3 
@teeceedee7 I remember you saying that you were going to group meditations in your last city. Maybe you have found /can find something similar in your new location. I was thinking how doing such things can create a sense of continuity during times of confusing change.
Thank you 🤗
Tbh I went to that group 3 times then stopped. I have looked for a sangha here and signed up some time ago for an online one. So far, there is an inertia that blocks me.
I can report some happiness as mending relationship with adult son is happening. I am conscious that independence is required for each of is. I have to hold the paradigm that interdependence calls for.
I am thankful for the time alone my 12th house NN points to as a need. It's amazing to be back to a city where I lived for 12 years and to the condo for which I've been paying a mortgage since 2012.
I've got a precious breathing space from which to observe the patterns and cycles my life has thus far described.
Soon enough, work and job will take up my time and space again.
While this time may be the most difficult ever, it is equally supporting a spiritual awareness and growth.
I am so grateful for the connections and concern here in this forum so very helpful n vital 🙏♥️👌🌠
Best of luck to you @teeceedee7
As we say in my women's group, may you ebb and flow with grace 
Creating something material from the deep consciousness. ✨️
I agree! This is inspired!
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