And speaking of Neptune on the Midheaven the Saturn Neptune opposition (It’s a Hall Of Mirrors and We’re All In It) in the sky is currently operating on steroids with all these planets in Scorpio.
And when there is something like this in the sky, it activates whatever you’ve got in your natal chart. So in my case this what (and who) people think I am is particularly askew. Take this girl who called me a choat face. Whaaat? Obviously I am not a choat face. Who is she talking about? I have no idea!
And my isp, Comcast. They think I am a spammer and an especially deadly one at that. They think this so hard core they suspended my account! And though I have tried, and valiantly, I am seeing that it’s absolutely hopeless to try to convince them otherwise! It’s so hopeless, I gave up. You think I’m a spammer? Fine. Maybe they’ll figure it out and maybe they won’t. Meantime, I’m leaving the building because fighting this is like trying to convince this girl I am not a choate face… however it may be spelled. I feel like I am hunting a bear with pen knife.
I have also been told this week that my friends don’t like me, so who knows what that means, and today someone came up to me in the gym and asked me if I were a ballet dancer!
“A what?” I shook my head. I’ve never had a ballet class in my life. “No, I don’t think so,” I said with a nervous chuckle.
As acute as this Saturn Neptune stuff is, maybe I am an don’t know it! Maybe I am a choate faced, spamming ballerina with no friends, after all!
“No I’m not a dancer,” I said. “I’m from the desert and that’s all I know.”
He nodded. He would, he’s an Aquarian. He’s this Aquarian. But anyway, what about you? Have you noticed everyone’s shoe fits everyone else’s foot? Have you noticed reality is just completely obscured? Have you noticed everyone is crazy? Especially the ones who think they are sane?
Tell us!
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I still love you, Elsa! And I have no idea what a choat or a choat face is. Probably better that way. Maybe I’m one too. Choaties unite!
Choatfully yours,
Molly
hmm, well, this week apparently I’m an unstable, volitile ass as confirmed by two experts. and it would seem you have no friends so let’s get together and do some ballet, choat-face.
Oh, Elsa, Choat-face woman was awful. Hear that, Choat-face woman? You suck. Lay off Elsa.
So if I’m thinking I’m mostly crazy these days, does that mean it is less likely to be true?
Yes, everything seems mixed up and unclear. It probably doesn’t help that all of that Scorpio is happening in my twelfth house. On the other hand, Venus and Jupiter have crossed my ascendant. I have people showing up and telling me I’m beautiful, which is always welcome. 🙂
Hey Elsa! don’t let all those people get to you….we all adore you 🙂 just concentrate on the good comments people leave u. u knw wht if i knew tht girl personally she wud get some of my lashing right now. if she is reading this, she better not mess with u again.
and hey your friend doesn’t dislike u, he just said tht sometimes he feels uncomfortable. tht’s highly possible. u may hv something abt him tht makes u uncomfortable…some queer habit, anything.
So cheer up ! 🙂
If i were u, i wud install soemthing on my computer tht wud filter out all that stupid hate mail…yes i like to shut my eyes to this kind of ‘reality’ sometimes…:D
A – you’re imagining things. 🙂
The friend who said he was uncomfortable with me told me that more than 10 years ago. We are still friends. This other thing was new… this week.
Saturn Neptoon strikes again!
Ohhh…tht must suck! but who said tht? a friend? must be very upsetting for you. i knw i wud be devastated if someone said tht to me (and if i got convinced), and wud be calling up all my friends whom i care about and asking them if they felt tht way 🙁
well i think tht doesnt hv to do with your saturn neptune…i jump to conclusions too soon…has hapnd a lot of times with me. 🙂
Man, if I didn’t have so much libra disgust-with-other-people in me, I would find this hilarious. It takes a special kind of moron to insult someone with slang they don’t even know how to spell. I love morons. It’s choad, not choat.
On topic… People always think I’m something I’m not. It’s the curse of having a libra ascendant.
I often get accused of things I have no part in. But the most simple misconception of me is that I am a health-freak. People are always asking: You’re a vegetarian, right?
Every time my boss of 6 YEARS sees me smoking a cigarette, he’s like: WTF?!
The most recent example was my Dad who was giving me shit after I caught the flu. He told me: “You’re problem is that you don’t eat substantially…all you eat is herbs.” (He’s Scottish, says it all).
I’m like: “Gee, Dad, I had two bacon and tomato sandwiches for supper and now I’m drinking a vodka…how much more substance do you want from me?”
Honestly, my 12th house Neptune is trined Venus, Mars, Saturn, and Jupiter. These misconceptions will never end!
Ha! People who do not know me think I am a total stick-up-the-butt person at first, I guess because of my Virgo Rising … yet I am the opposite, well not really, I am partially Virgo I guess! True, I do organize my closet by color but I have a good excuse: I have a lot of navy and black clothes! It sure looks purty too, says my Piscean Sun 😀
It is kinda weird having opposite signs for the ascendant and the sun.
Dang, you have a way of getting me to jabber on about myself (Merc in Aries, hallo?) and I hate that. Anyway, maybe you are allowing people to see what they wanna see, which are their fantasies of you? Maybe that choat (or choad?) calling woman is jealous of you and wishes to see you as something she is not fond of?
If it is choad, why can’t you explain what it is here so I don’t hafta look it up. Tell you what, I’ll look it up for y’all and post it here:
(from dictionary dot com)
choad
/chohd/ n. Synonym for `penis’ used in alt.tasteless and
popularized by the denizens thereof. They say: “We think maybe it’s from Middle English but we’re all too damned lazy to check the OED.” [I’m not. It isn’t. –ESR] This term is alleged to have been inherited through 1960s underground comics, and to have been recently sighted in the Beavis and Butthead cartoons. Speakers of the Hindi, Bengali and Gujarati languages have confirmed that choad’ is in fact an Indian vernacular word equivalent to `fuck’; it is therefore likely to have entered English slang via the British Raj.
Jargon File 4.2.0
Geez, that was awful, Elsa!
imho craziness is happening
just last Thursday, i heard the commissioner of public transit in my town say stuff that had me doing a double take. his ideas for future public transit in the city is such nonsense to me that i asked some folk at work if it was just me or is the commish off the deep end of reality? the response was somewhat in favour of his ideas. since most of them use their cars to get around town i guess it wasn’t particularly bright of me to ask that group.
anyways, i concede. i am surrounded by the non-real.
btw my saturn squares my neptune in my nstal chart.
oops i mean “natal chart” also in said chart neptune squares the MC and saturn conjunct MC. of course i haven’t a clue what these aspects mean, but i hope to learn a thing or two from the posts here.
Belle!!! HAHAHAHA LMAO…I read ‘purity’ instead of ‘purty,’ and of course Virgo likes the purity aspect..
And I’m nuts and want to read what I wanna read!
I would attribute a lot of what you are going throught to Mercury retrograde in Scorpio.
And I associate choate with
Maybe she meant to compliment you but it got all screw up in a Mercury retro kinda way 😀