It’s been a huge challenge to get this website together. I have no skills around this of thing, or aptitude for that matter. I still had to do it, because I wanted it done. And who isn’t having to do things they don’t want to do these days?
I tried to keep in mind how important it is a person learn new things. I’m fortunate to have a job, never mind, I have a job that provides me an opportunity to learn. But I still got down on myself at times. I have Capricorn.
When I became terribly frustrated, my husband told me not to be so hard on myself. He pointed out how much I’d already accomplished and it helped.
Then I wrote Sunday’s post. I was proud of it. It appealed to me for some reason. But when I say such a thing, I’m told I’m arrogant.
With Venus in aspect to Neptune, I am easily influenced by what others say or feel about me. But I drift so readily, it doesn’t matter that I am influenced or how I am influenced. The effect is so fleeting.
If I feel good about myself…it won’t last.
If I feel bad about myself, that won’t last either.
Considering this, how I got the feeling is completely irrelevant. Can you relate to this?
And what is the ideal (Neptune) when it comes to self-esteem? Is it wrong to ignore your accomplishments and also wrong to enjoy them? Damn!